JinHua-appletea

2009-10-14T00:46:00.000-07:00

oh my god ..!! i having bad headache now
i now trying to recall back all the english and maths
i am retaking those subject this year
make me so so piss off because a lot topic i have already forgotten
haix..
i am so so regretted to retake the paper
haix..

Next week school reopen , going back to sch again

haix.. i still want my holiday again
ont enough holiday for me i want more holiday .....
first week of my school start is my birthday
i going to grow old by one year old again
=(

this week never go work stayed at home to do some revision ..
i don"t feel like going out
once i go out i will spend money ...
so i choose to stayed at home

2009-10-12T20:44:00.000-07:00

For this sep holidays .. i went to BEIJIng for my holiday from 09 sep to 22 sep 2009
i really enjoy myself
i went to GREAt waLL of china and tian an men ..
i took alot photo of it but sad to said that
i never transfer all the photo into my tumbdrive
so i have to wait for my cousin at beijing to send to me ..

oh my god !! that really very terrible things when i came back from beijing.
i lost my air ticket lucky they allow me to board the plane
i reached singpaore at around 11plus at night
managed to catch a night train with my mum

i was so unlucky, went back home from beijing
i have been sick for nearly a week
i never go see doctor because i was too lazy just want to stay at home and rest ..

i have been back for nearly three weeks ..
i still miss beiJIng ..
haha..

2009-07-07T07:01:00.000-07:00

wow.. really it been long time
i never blog..
sorry my reader
i was busy with my part time work and prepare for my common test
so i don"t really have time to blog

i will blog when i free
yeap .. fianlly leave one more paper to go
i want WANT to go shopping
anyone free .. to go with me ..
whahaaha...=)

2009-04-09T08:39:00.000-07:00

bao ying bully me, see i carried her bag .=(

Guess which one is my back ..?

we look so so emo hor ....

birthday present for her ... she so surprise cut .. dun act le .. over now whahaha..

i hug him lehx.. lol..

i trying to act him hor..

i look so so blur all thank to yJ ..

we are trying to act cute..haha

hey .. you see i jump higher than her lehx...

wow .. all the fish is mine le haha..

Actually yesterday wanna to plan to go east coast with my darling after my work at 4p.m

shit la darius last min said cant come to work cos he not feelin well

in the end i worked till closin

i know darling depressed

he also break the promise said wanna to fetch me after work

he oversleep ..so i meet him at bukit batok station

we went to coffee shop near my house to have oour supper

early in the morning went over to his house to buy breakfast for him

have a nap again in his house before meet wailing,yan jun and Baoying at west mall

i thought i was last to turn up

in the end , wailing still the early one follow by me

and last yan jun late queen again whahaha..

we wrote our birthday card massage outside the Subway at west mall

at the same timin waiting for bao ying -The birthday gals to come ..

we headed to imm

we having our lunch at LOng John silver

even though i had taken my lunch

but i eat again cos lookin at them eat so so weird

i saw SIR tan at Imm too

he worked at hSbC bank

he asked me to flling in the form then

i got the ice cream lol ..

i did file in to give him "face " whahha

i went to secret recipe to buy cake for the birthday gals

i still got alot to say lazy

let"s photo tell u wat we - four of gals doin at garden plaza at IMM

once again hAppy advance birthday to BAo ying

hope u enjoy the advance celebration

2009-04-03T07:57:00.000-07:00

me and sue lie on the grass yanjun help us to take haha ..

yo gals ..said cheese and smile ..

yanjun and me ,she scared of high haha..

me and sue , we like kids enjoy the so called see -saw haha.

hmmm .. today went to west mall with yan jun again to paid for my "o" level fees

oh my god ..!!

i still confused

yesterday i crack my brain till 3a.m just to tihnk whether wanna to drop or not ..?

n at the same time waitng for my dalin ,he till 3a.m den reached

quite angry with him cos he said he will go home early in the end so late

not i wanted to control him so strict i care for him and i just scared he did not have enough rest

sommemore next day he work at 10a.m

anyway back to topic ..

after tat meet xia at gombak we train down to causeway to interview the toast box

there already alot ppl in the Queue waitin for the interview

in the end we never go cos xia and yanjun said very hot

not suitable for us ..

quite tiring too..

xia went to chinatown first

yanjun and me shop around to buy baoying present

we left there with empty hand cos ...

it really not easy to buy present for friend

let"s me talk about yesterday

it was really very fun and enjoyable day with u ppl

in the morinng meet sue at west mall to find the job

and train down to clementi cos sue wan to interview sukra sushi

so i meet yanjun and xiaoqin at 4p.m instead of 3p.m

sorry ...............i am late

then , we shop around at VIVo city

and took some photo with it

XQ went to meet her friend for dinner

bro jinhua come look for me at 7 plus

we went to pets shop

inside the shop me and yan jun

purposely left sue n bro there

they like couple lo wear same colous shirt -GREEN

both of went out to take photo

haha..

we train together

on the way back we still got a lot to talk

and we still sit on the jurong east there

chat till 11plus

i at the same time waitng for gui hua and darling

his hP low batt so he dun get my msg

in the end he search whole station lookin for me

sillly .... but i like it haha..

anyway sorry ..

i dun talk much let photo tell ur everything

2009-04-01T08:05:00.000-07:00

HAppy 1 year and i month annivervary ..

and April fool

today i never go out actually wanna to go look for job with sue

but she last minute not feeling well havin stomache ..

so me whole day at home ..

i stay at home watch tV and rock at home

oh no ...

i havin bad headache today...

oh my god !!

time really flies ,

i still remmeber last year during this time i was with my darling

walkin from city hall to bugis and

i was fool by him

because he got his best friend who was also my bro Jinhua

called him using his home nos

my darlin thought is my home

i was so scared in the end it was his friend lol..

and today .. i dun get the chance to celebrate wit him cos he

need to work

n i nothing to do a home ..

so bored all thank to the promoter

i thought i can work through out the one whole week

end up next week only haix..

anyway happy 13 months anni

darling time really flies

we have been together for 13 months

thank a lots for always giving in to me

and be there when i need u .

i love u lots ..

hope u keep the promise what u said "i will be alway with u no

mattter what happen "

i know promise is may to break

hope u are not the one that break the promise hor ..

miss you lots muck muck ....

hug u ==))0

2009-03-31T08:39:00.000-07:00

Today darling aff days ..
i went over to his house to look for him
on the way, he asked me to go buy mango
because he want to make mango sago for me
yeap ..!!
In the end , he never do haix..
he went down to buy lunch for me
and me sleep at his bed like sleeping rod ..
i have no idea why i sleep like pig
maybe his bed nice to sleep bah..

He asked me to wake up
after finish my lunch watch on hour of tv
went to sleep again
actually today i planned to go east coast and eat sukura
end up never go due to my lazyness lo
hahaha..

we have our dinner at jurong point
and desert
he sent me to bukit gombak Mrt station ..

haix..
i thought tml got the promoter the job
so i asked my SR lady boss dun put me on fri and sat
end up my friend said the promoter tat job this week dun have
only next week den go
what the dots ..=---(
haix..
i must treat it as a good rest or holiday for myself lo
haix..

now really very hard to find job
if really got job just work
n MUST be HArdworkin ....=(

2009-03-30T09:04:00.000-07:00

Hmmm.. for those days i went to blog but due to my work i dun have time to blog very tired .i wanna to have better job n better paid ..
sick of my job sian..
anyone got job to recommend me mah..?

today early in thr morning meet darius to pass him my photocopy Ic
den waiting for darling to have our so called breaklunch which mean breakfast n lunch eat at the same time haha..
darling was late so i brought i weekly TO READ AT THE same time waiting for him

i send darling to tojong pajar mRT ..
actuallly wanna to send him all the way to his work place but he said never mind
yanjun meet me at 2.30 p.m
still early so i told her i went to national library first
shit it ..
i lost my way i keep walkin almost go to reach city hall
half way through it has heavy rain
and i so tired .
i waited at the bus stop for the rain to stop
received a sms from yanjun she going to reach in 20 min time
so i walked back finally i found a national library
i meet her there first cos i was exhausted
she having her lunch at KFC
den we went to bugis street n shop
quite fun to shop with her
i keep shoot her
she told i scold n shout at her
haix..
sad lehx...
anyway we going to meet on wed again

tml darling off days ..

i want to go out with him at the same time celebrate our advance 13 months anniversary ..
woo..=)

dalring i love u lot lots ..........

2009-03-16T09:35:00.000-07:00

hmm i took this photo from tu tu bao ying cos she has edited to it till so nice .. so i copy from her ..=)

tFive of us>>> pretty gals hor.. haha

where is wailing ..? she help us to take photo lehx.. haha

where is yanjun ? she is missin .. no la .. she is trying to set the timer

finally ,me and the birthday gal ..>> Ain hope u enjoy the day we help u to celebrate ur birthday haha..take care all the best in watever u do !! we luv u ..=0

today is darling off day

i meet him in the morning

havin my breakfast at his house

my black pepper crab haha..

have an hour nap at his house first

den went to meet ain , yan jun ,wailing and bao ying

before leaving his house

it was raining heavy

so i waited for the rain to stop or not so heavy before i leave my house

i thought i am the last one to reach

haha.. not me is yan jun

we went to jurong point walked

having lunch again at long john with yanjun ,baoyin

ain and wailing not eating

after that shop around

spend around $30 plus on my shirt and one pants

actuall wanna to buy some shirt at pURe milk but there is a crack at the title so

wailing quickly pull me away and asked me to go ..

so end up never buy any of the shirt ..

den went to darling"s house with ain

thought of going to eat steamboat with darling and his friend

at kallang as far
i was lazy to go
so i went home..

2009-03-15T09:16:00.000-07:00

Fri- today is my first day working at the henry park and it was my darling off day too
haix.. cant go out with him=(
early in the morning ,darling meet me for breakfast
so nice of him he automatic help me carry my bag
i was kidding with him later going to have heavy rain and thunder

when we walk to the interchange to take the bus to my work place
it started drizzling ,
i want to ask him buy umbrella he said never mind
shit .. when we reached my work place bus stop
the rain was super heavy
i thought of run toward the oppsite to buy umbrella
but darling dun allow me
so we have to take the taxi in
haix.. first day of work like that ..
i worked from 12 -9p.m
after work meet darling at clementi
havin out super at alif
he send me home ..

SAT - i working from 12 to 9p.m
i take the rite bus but alight at the wrong bus stop
shit it !!
i have to walk 10 min to my place
thank god i have nice ppl to teach me how to get there
lucky i am not late for my work
oh my god !!
the place was so so slack
n not a lot costumer
i can bored to dealth
anyway good things was that i can learn a lot things
home alone cos darling punch out at 11p.m

SUn- working same time again
thought of meeting darius but he later than me
so i went off first
i thought i late again
i run all the way there in the end cos my watch is early than punch in clock by 10min
lol..
very tired after whole day of work ..

2009-03-10T06:25:00.000-07:00

yesterday i slept quite late cos i was waiting for my darlin to call me

oh my god !! he slept even later than me somemore he still need to work early in the morning ..

hmmm .. today i wake up at around 10 plus comin to 11a.m i thought yan jun will wake up early than me .. who know she wake up same time as me ..

i having my breakfast at home ..

took the train to bukit panjang to meet yan jun

she was late .. for 5 to 10 minutes ..

we thought of walkin around the bukkit panjang to look for the job ..

like what pei yi"s said very hard to find

if needed also FULL time haix..

we havin our lunch at subway

we decided to go to causeway point

yanjun meet her online customer to sell her twinlight book

she has to go back to take her book

i accompany her home

this was my first time going to his house

woo.. her house quite nice leh..

on the way to her home ..

i was tellin her how come nian en blog never update

she corrected me by saying block is upgrade and not update ..

i find so so confused ...??

in the end we realised that both of us are talkin different thing me refer to blog n she is refering to block ai yo yo ..

then, we walk around the causeway point ..

i thought of going to more than word and interview but he need full time again

haix..

sian

then,we wait for jinhua bro to come

he accompany us to popular and we file in our application form..

still waiting for their call ..

hope i can get in cos i wan the retail job ..

i dun wan F&b ..

ai yo yo yan jun is tampines mall not company la..

we have some communciation barrier again ..

end up we laughin at each other ..

ai yo yo .. i dun get to take the photo with her sian

never mind mon i want to take more photos with her

i cant wait mon to come cos we going to help ain celebrate her birthday ..

haix..

tml i going back to secret recipe at imm to work because i am taking over kim ..

whahah.. as long i got some thing to do ..

i think from now onwards i got to write proper english

i have to retake my "o" level english this year..

jia you JINhua .. all the best to me ..

2009-03-09T09:38:00.001-07:00

hmmm .. sun actually wanna to take over amy"schedule due to my stomach cramp

i spent whole of my sun rottin at home and sleep like nobody business ..

today is darling off day
actually today planned to meet xia to go look for job but i told her
i going to meet my darling so end up never go
sorry xia .. i know u will said me zhong se qin you ...
yeap .. even though i dun really do anything with him
i still feel excited to have him around me ..

before leaving my house headin toward his house
raining heavily .but i still go to his house
thought of going to his house and cook something for him to eat end up
i online chatting with my friend and he cook noodle for me to eat ..
oh on ..
i was so so childish and really like a small kid stilll wan him to feed me haha..

i dun know i just like him to feed me .. it remind me when i was young my grandmother also feed me in this way haha..
darlling i love u lots.. me cant live without u .. wanna to hold u super tight n
hug u tight cant breathe haha..=))

due to my stomach cramp again i dun really feel like wanna to go out
it killin me to
and i sleep at his house again
till 6p.m
actually he wanna to bring me toeat dessert and watch movie
but we will late for the show so end up we just have our dinner and walk around the jurong point .

den we train to the new mRT line pionner and joo kun
we took some picture of it

enjoy myself lots

2009-03-07T09:00:00.000-08:00

oh my god .. i am so so unlucky today ...shit it

i asked for my schedule thur sat and sun

he only put me on sat ...

after so long never work

today finally go back to work

haven start my work asked me for $2 said i late

WTH !! end up just to buy some for my superviser"s mother

who has lie on the holiday ..

and i meet this customer she was super ma fan

asked me a lot super question i dun know ..

shit it .. !! and i so so fed up so i asked her to talk to my manager

here come another worse customer .. he was like...........make me want to scolded all the@##%^*
we put the panel those like weekday set meal on it .
he was attracted to him and came in
den i told him NO SET MEAL..
he was LIKE s so PISX OFF <<
i was like WTF ,..!!

the panel write so clearly MON TO FRI
u blind is it cant see arhx..
end up my mananger come again and told to him
the stupid customer end up leave the resturant cos my manager talk back to him till he has nothing to say - -

i was like .. WAt the hell ..!! why i come across with all those bloody customer and my other staff dun get it .. shit it ..

and i hear from darius that the resturant mananger transfer us to holland village and work
thursday we went there ..
oh my god !!
the place was super far from my house
i have to take train and bus in order to get there ...
we complete about the transport and asked for the paid increase
the RN there said she will said our performance den maybe will increase hor..
WTF!! there still got toilet to wash
that is wat i HATE the most !!
but good thing was got staff meal and hear from darius not a lot customer very slack ..

they put me this coming fri ,sat and sun
ai yo yo .. cos of money i got to bear with it ..

at the same time i WANNA to look for other part time job
i reALLy need it badly now ..

haix..
anyone got other part time job to introduce ..no F&b pls ,,

2009-03-06T07:25:00.000-08:00

hmmm .. today went to yeohao"s hotdog party at his house at simei ..

in the morning ,meet mum going to immgrantion to do my passport thing

after that meet chi ying at bugis , she brought a birthday card

den we train down to simei ..

oh my god !!

we reached there too early at around 3 plus ..

the weather was so hot, they want to swim

they keep force me to swim with them

i dun wan cos i never bring my swimmin suit and i dun know how to swim

after that wait for may and xiao juan to come

we watch tV at his house

den his mum ask us to help her to prepare the BBQ foods..

finally the BBQ start ..still got buffet lehx..

i really enjoy myself

we play till 10 plus going to 11p.m

thought of going home with darling but he need to go meet his friend

so i go home with xiao juan

i really enjoy myself at his party hope ur too ...

have fun ..

2009-02-23T06:20:00.000-08:00

YEAP yeaP .. i have been waiting for this days for very long

exam over ... now is holiday time yeap...

today is my last paper programming

oh no..

The paper was quite easy but i still make mistake again
oh my god !!
wat am i doing..

anyway today after my paper ,
we went to pARTY world at ORCHArd
we sing from 1p.m to 6 plus
i really enjoy myself
hope u ppl too..

waiting for next outing
iCE skatiNg haha..
after that i trained home
actually wanna to go shopping
but i was to tired ...

darling off on wed
wanna to go bowling with him yeap...
faster come i wan to enjoy myself
haha

friends if ur are free called me out
provided i am free i will go out with u all ..
during this holidays maybe i going to take my car licence and work at the same time too..

i WANNA to enjoy myself too..

2009-02-20T06:09:00.000-08:00

yeap ..!! finally left one more paper on mON ..

haix.. the paper that i hate the most .......

oh nO .. how ..?

gonna to study very hard for that ..

hmmm.. last few days was very busy preparing for my paper ..

so never update

how about my last three paper ?
haix..

i thought my maths i can do it even better

but i find that i dun really do well
cos i never completed my paper
n i know how to do during my revision
exam same question i dun know how to do
arghhx.........so fed up

and today EP paper i repeat same mistakes again arhx..
i lost around 16 marks
oh my god !!
so sad ...=(

wed meet my childhood friend asked me to take somethin
send by grandfather from china
i went there in the wrong time
they are havin their lunch and have to wait for them to finish
so so fed up have to follow them all the home
den i took the thing
train down to woodland to meet darlin who have being wairing for me an hour

he havin havin lunch at food courts
he brought a DVD
we went to his house n watch
he brought me n lEE hWa
which cost $200 plus going to be $300
as my belated present so so expensive ..
i was shocked when he told me the price ...

darling i really like the present u brought for me
i lazy n i afraid i will fate the colour of the present
so i decided to go n change if it can ...
i know not very nice but ...
i dun wan it to keep there n not wear it
and i alway a very 4getful gal scared i will lost it when i took out n bath..

anyway i will like to Say thank you darling lots for the present AND I LUV U LOTS
SORRY SOMETIME I AM VERY NAUGHTY SHOW U TEMPER N GIVE U COLD SHOULDERS..
WE GOIN TO BE ONE YEAR TOO
HOPE WE CAN ENJOY OURSELF ON THAT DAY .......

2009-02-16T06:47:00.000-08:00

EXam has started ...........today was the first paper

yesterday whole nite, i dun really get to sleep

cant sleep still feelin pain in the heart tear keep rolling down

my face ..haix..

shit it damn it .. today is exam and i dun get any sleep ...WTH!!!

before the exam start ,It rainin so heavy and feeling so cold

lucky i did bring my jacket

thank god !!!

i dun fall asleep during exam time

hmmm.. the paper was quite easy

shit la .. i did make some mistakes to it arhx..

y am i so so careless ..!!!!

yesterday nite , darling explained everything to me at the msn

i know he has his own reasons and ku zhong

he also feelin sad ..

i think i really expect too much from him bahx

sometimes , when sms to him i realy dun know how to express

my words cos talking to him , it will make me think how we dun

get to celebrate our V day end up Working..haix..

by the way , i did treat one year ann very imporant too

i plan wat to buy for u n wat we should wear on that day n etc..

last post i did mention i not sure how we going to celebrate our

one year ..is i dun want to put too much hope on it as i afraid it will fail again..

i hate the feeling that i dun get wat i want

arhx...............the feeling is so pain n hurt suck to the mAX..

just like the V day do u know what i thought we can be like

other couples enjoy ourself first den go work or u will give me surprise by sending the flower to my house ..

No, it will not happened just that i think too much bahx..

i was so shocked when that morning my mum told me

somebody send flower to my house i thought it was YOU, i was super depressed when u told me is not u .

is send wrong add..=( =(=(

how i wish is u

haix..

i know u like me alots cant live without me so am i ..
i really appreciate all the things u do for me like waiting for me

at the bus stop for two hours during my chingay after ur work, try ur best to make me happy ,even though how late is it u will accompany me to eat super and send me home safety ..and lots more.

i understand u hate the job to the max .. cos of me u endure
i can feel ur stressness n tiredness i so wish will always there to help u massage

seeing u work so late n dun have enough sleep it hurt me too .
if can i will helped u to look for the better job after my exam like i told u before ...

tml no paper but going to sch and study
JIA you JIA you...
3 more paper s to go den i can enjoy my holiday hahaha...
faster exam over i wan to learn drivin=0

2009-02-14T20:45:00.000-08:00

Happy VAlentines day to my friends

valentines is to give chocolate , pink or red rose teddy bear to ur Gf n havin ur candle dinner with ur loved one n enjoy urself

riite ???

i know all my friends will not call me out cos today is VAlentines day

they will know i have to celebrate it with my bf

and some of them still asked me where we go n celebrate

my ans is SLEEPIN and WORKIn

they dun believed me ...

really that all i do for today ..

it was horrible day to me ...i super duper hate it lots ..!!

seeing couple enjoy themselves and do you know wat i have to serve them WTH..!!

this is wat i waNT .. OF course No......!!!

i rather stay at home .. rock at home !!

i know he dun wan me to stay at home lonely so asked me to go pei him work .. but seeing couple havin their time together n enjoy ,make me feel so hurt .. i hate the job u know in the beginin

cos of him and the money i force myself to go n work ..haix..=(

.. he has to go WORK ..!!WORK ...

he told me he has to go back for re-service maybe today

den i thought he dun need to go work whole day...

when i asked him again

he told me he has to go WORK during nite and i has to go with him ..

EVERy day WORK wORK.. hate it lots ,!!
i want to enjoy ..

yesterday he went to his friend"s party K-box so late till 5a.m in the morning where got time to go out with me ..he dun even have time to rest

so has to pei him stay at home ..

IS this WAt i WANt .. OF courSE No NO ..

is like a normal day to me ..

WAT i really wan is I HATE HATE >. ppl give me belated things

i might as well u dun give me at alll

it "s over ,, no meaning anymore ..!!=(

i can tell u never mind ..

but deep in my heart i hate it belated thing
n slack at home doin nothing just sleep ..

u told me alan asked whether we want to join them for the v dinner ..
den u said dun wan cos next day still got work ..
i rather u dun said it out better make me so so emo n fed up ..
cos of ur WORK again we cant to anythin

i want surprise .i want something that i never have it before ..

..i WANt something SPecial..

anyway ,i brought him a shirt and black pants ..

i spent whole of my afternoon with baoying at Jurong point
shopping around the jurong point

i dun wan him to wear just polor shirt or t-shirt so bought something diff .

when i asked him to try he show me a blur face

when i asked him u like or not if u really dun like i still can change for u ...

actuallly i also dun really know whether he like it or not ...

i hate ppl to force themselve if u dun like something

till mon u still can change ..

and one whole thing make me super duper fed up is

that time he told me work at his place got $12 per hour

den change to $9 .....

n worse still yesterday the boss only give me $8

i asked him to see

he just tell him normally give me $9 ..

den the stupid foo the boss said today dun really make money so i only can give u $8.50

woo lao is it my problem ..

hate it la.......

excuse me i am experience giving me the paid same as non -experience wat the FUCK !!...

Another half month more on 010309 will be our one year together ..

am i lookin for it .. i not sure .. now like so moody dun want anything ..

JINHUA ...!! Exam is ON mON MUST concern CONcern ....

I Wan to wORK hard for my EXAm !!!

good luck to me bah ,...

dun ask me ..i am all right .. or wat i should said i required too much or expect too much from him bah ..

i dun know ...arhx..................

how i just wish .. i can stay away from all the moody ..

ai yo yo ..nowsaday a lot ppl like break up from his bf or quarrel now my turn haix...

lookin froward for my holidays .. i WANT to learn DRIving ...

go out with friends .....and lots more ..

sorry friends for so long never updated was busy with chingay and exam coming ..

after my exam i will share with ur i having fun at chingay ...

2008-12-25T07:34:00.000-08:00

Merry x"mas to everyone and happy 20th birthday to GeGE

hmmm.. talkin about X"mas eve

i heard from my friend said that SR was super busy

but i rock my legs at home dun feel like going out

somemore raining

i never go for COUNt DOwn ..

never go out with BF he so so busy with his work where got time with me .

.
so whole day at home for my X"mas eve.

during X"mas day i worked from 11 to 5p.

on my way to work surprise to see pei yi same train as me have a chat with her till she alight at bb

a lot staff workin today but not a lot customer
i was busy talkin to my staff
haha..
very slack today
after that i changed my shirt
train down to city hall to meet yixin
she was late than me
den we bus to meet gege and may at gege"s restuarant
we have our dinner there treated by gege
birthday gal
we took some photo there

but sad i cant download cos my hp dun have bluetooth
after our dinner

we walked around east coast cos her working place near east coast

den we bus down to shoppin centre but it was already 9plus most shop will closed soon

sian.. den we trained
i actually decide to alight at tojong pagar waiting for my bf

i think i call 3 times n got one time he reject my call

so i decided to train jurong point to meet guihua mei mei ,chirty ,wen jun n chong how

chirsty thought i meet my bf n asked me wat he gave me for my x"mas present

mmy replied was he so so busy with his WORK where got time..
den chong how send us home
i dun get to meet my bf cos ....

haix.. i really dun like myself or my bf to work at F&B

cos no freedom at all public holiday ppl enjoy themself n u have to go work..

wth !!
i dun get to celebrate with him
working working is the word i can said

but wat can i do ..?

is his job he want this kind of job
wat i do is all my support ..

but there always a limit to everything..

i not angry or blame him
i just feel so so emo n sad

i dun know how to explain
i only can said i dun like to work as F&B line same go to him.

我知道你很为难
那我呢？
我觉得很欲闷也不知道自己有错吗？

我只想一个人冷静坐在一边大哭一场然后发呆..=((((

2008-12-22T07:22:00.000-08:00

i already have my plan for this week

last min my darling told me he off today

so early in the mornin went over to his house ..

meet gege,may yixin they all at vivo city at around 1plus

i was late again

so i asked them to shop first

darling accompany me to take the bus all the way to vivo city

den he took the bus back home

we shop arond at vivo

i spend around $70 plus

for my formal skirt and my darling x"mas present

after that having our lunch at koptism

we change our cloth and

train down to kallang to meet the rest

end up the rest was late too..

after the training

met darling at bukit batok mRt station

he was late again

den waited for him having my super

den he send me home..

so tired ..

2008-12-20T06:53:00.000-08:00

hmmmm..today got chingay trainng again from 12 p.m to 6 p.m
oh my god !!
is in the afternoon so so hot ..
i going to have sunburn soon
they provide the dinner for us
but we never eat cos we going to have our dinner at bugis
we going to eat stemboat
i going there with my classmate cos we going to help gege"s to celebrate her advance birthday

gege they al said that guys really can eat a lot
but end up not them is me
who keep on eating non-stop
i like to eat crab so ZM take a lot crabs for me
almost all the pot inside is my crab
still got a lot crab left ..
haix..
so waste ..
if my sis they all there
i think the ppl there will not have enough time to clean the crab for us to eat
haha..

aftermath, we went to walk around at bugis junction till all the shop closed ..we took quite a lot photo
we walked around at the same time waitin for my darling to fang gong
i reached at his station
he just reached at the control station
anyway just nice to board mt train

going to have super at jurong east with his friend
shit la.. so tired still have to walk for about 10 min to reach the coffee shop
so tired ..
i never eat wait for my darling to finish his super
have chat with his friend
den took taxi home withmy darling ..

2008-12-19T02:46:00.000-08:00

TodAY meet my groupmate at sch to do our project
stated meet at 11p.m end out meet 11.30p.m
waited for gege n yixin to have their lunch
den we went to our sch arcade
i brought one perfume
cost $10buck plus

den we wen to sch library
oh my GOd !!
other course ppl were doin their project too
n they asked us as so called "Model "to take our temperature n high blood pressure

haix.. group project are not easy to do ..
i gave my idea wat about ur ..?
keep on say wait till when n when ....
i dun like ppl to wait till last min to do ..

anyone got any ideas how to make presentation even more interesting or make it look very diff ???

i left early cos got to meet yan jun and bao ying at lot one
they met each other at 3p.m
and i meet them at 4plus
den we went to eat at KFC
really dun really have time to shop with them
haix.. sad=(
cos secret recipe staff called me last min n they said short of ppl n need me to go down n helped till closing

so i agreed cos i need money
i asked my mum to help me take my SR"s clothing
and i meet her at my MRT station
she passed to me n i went to work

haha.. i went there all are gals outside doing service only DARuis guy at bar

customer ok not so many..
doing closing darius said wanna to challenged with me
i was super piss off with the new gal
WTH !!
asked u to do closin u keep on chit chat with ur friend
if u wan to chit chat CAN u do work as well !!
i was so so ..pissed off ..

darling called me 5 times i never ans cos i left my HP in my bag
i called back n he said he will wait for me outside the imm
so sorry to make him wait for n half n hours
den we went to have our super near my house

dARling .. 我还要你背我
哈哈

tml got chingay practice n we going to eat steamboat ..

2008-12-16T04:44:00.000-08:00

hmmmm.. today said wanna to give my darlin a morning call but i was too tired
i overslept, lucky he never late for his work
today i work from 12p.m to 4p.m
actually this whole week i never work cos i never gave them my schedule
i took over the new crew schedule lo..
hmm ,, today not quite a lot customers very slack .

after work , went to jurong east this fashion shop shop ..
i saw one 3/4 pants shit la..
i 4get to bring my vouncher so i never buy..=(

trained home at around 5 plus ..
den watched tv lowith mum n brother..

yeaP .. tml is darling off day
i have no idea where to go ..??
somemore later 7p.m still got chingay training..
oh no. tml my day is so so pack..
acually my group wanna to do our project tml but i told them i got DATe so we postpone to fri ..
WAT frI ..!!
i planned to go out with tu tu n yanjun lei ..
haix..

so dun know how to tell tu tu n yan jun ..??
how they can make it on thursday cos i was free on thursday ...

going to enjoy myself tml with my darling ..
whhahahaah..
n also going to train hard for my chingay ..
going to perfrom soon ..
so so nervous .....
darling .. miss u so so much ..
dun really have time with him cos he working..haix..

2008-12-15T06:38:00.000-08:00

hmm.. sorry to all my dearest reader
due to my sch exam ,chingay 2009 practice and part time job
i dun really have time to update my blog

haix. sad to tell ur i had lost my 6500 nokia black colour handphone slide at the bus 106
on 27 of NOv 2008
so now i have to use the very old old fashion hp borrowed from my mei fu >> chong how
thank a lot..

btw friends my hp nos is the same ..
do sms again to tell me ur hp nos if u have not do so haha..
i really dun wan to lost contract to u all .. misses =)

erm..chirstmas are coming, i WANT new handphone for my present .
i WANt to go shopping again but no money cos spend $200 plus for my darling"s 21th birthday i hope my darling like the present n celebration his friend n i had planned for him ..
hope he enjoyed it
sad to say that i will not able to upload the photos
cos all with my darling"s friend
i will upload when i have.it....

today went to my darling "s house at 10a.m
i thought he would be sleepin like pig ..
but not.. he still call me lei ..
today raining dun feel like going out but no choice have to shop n collect information for our projects
darling was late for work so have to take taxi ...
at the same time he sent me to orchard MRt station to meet may, GEge n yi xin
said wanna to meet at 1p.m turn out to be 1.30p.m

anyway
our project was about FOrmal wear
so we went to look for formal wear
so bad of us
we went t o ZAra , esprite , etc to try the formal shirt but never buy single of it
haha..

den we went to mANgo ,i brought one shirt cost 7 buck
we went to mac brought chocolate milk shake den continue our shopping till 5p.m
so tired walked till my leg so pain..

we have our so called "lunch "at yoshiba ..
gege n may wanna to shop again
den me n yixin went home first too tired

on the way home, suprise to see guihua n polar bear at the same train as me ..
ok la.. that all about today
tml going to work le..

i WAN to earn more monEY ...
waiting to go out with u all guys ,...

2008-11-19T07:35:00.000-08:00

oh my god !!
it been long long time i never blog
i always wan to blog just that i am tooo busy with my part time job and sch work
i know some of my friend miss my blog a lot
haha..
sorry to disappoint ur

my mum went back to china for few days le
nobody willing to wake up early in the morning to cook breakfast
so every morning i alway have a cup of milo or milk tea den went to sch
i haven been eating my sch south canteen waffle or kaya bread for this few days
eat till i wan to vomit out
haix...

today darling off day
and me dimiss at 1p.m
after sch meet tu tu baoying at causeway
wanna to buy something
darling was late
so me n tu tu went to shop around first

when i went to see the pooh
suddenly somebody tag on my shoulder i thought who ?
it was no other than my ................darling

we have our lunch at yoshiba at causeway
wo de ma !!
my rice was so plain
and i have to add soya sauce to it

tu tu remember to take care of my pooh
n feed milk hor .dun make him get wet hor
haha..
see you on sun to study together

after that, i brought my darling to my house cos he long it for long time wanna to come my house
when reach my station it was heavy rain
asked my sis to fetch us home

den i went to his house
Wooo heng lei...
after we left for few mins ago
my dad came back from work
so so heng..
haha....

went to his house to have my nap n having my dinner at darling"s house
it was so so funny when we walked from his house all the way to west mall
darling u really look so so silly n funny when u step on the snail to die
n u keep on saying "sorry sorry.."
i keep on laughing non stop
cos it was really so so funny lei...

n me almost step on the cockroach ..
yaya ..
i know i look so so toot too when i scream at the cockroach n faster walk away ..
hey ..
all thank to u ..
darling ...............
sing song sing song .
n we have to catch in the rain again ...

ok la.. waiting for ur next week offday again den we go to the ZOO..
i cant wait for that day to come
whahaha.
den he send me home

2008-10-21T23:16:00.000-07:00

me and the cake

my darling and me cutting the cake

my dearest secret recipe"s friends

my so called "brother " n darling

>>sisters and godbrothers

chia yam gor missing haha

my sis (jiamin"s friends)

my dearest mac friends + guohui who was late so not inside the photo

my dearest F4...

my dearest poly classmates

my dearest mac friends in the room

my dearest classmate are BbQ with me lei

dinner at imm with my darling , shen li and xue ling

Happy 21st birthday to myself

hmmmm..today i have lesson from 8a.m to 6p.m
oh my god !!
really super tiring for me
during my communciation skill
i was shocked when my classmate (all the Gal )
they give me a surprise
by singing birthday song to me
i was so touch
tear rolled down from my cheek
i wanna to express my appreciation
but i lost of words haha..

after sch actually my classmate wanna to ask me to go shopping with her
but i cant cos i meet my darling and two of my friends at jurong east to have our dinner
darling was late due to the traffic jam
ai yo yo ..
anyway , i am not angry with her
den we took the shuttle bus to imm
to have our dinner at aijsen
actually wanna to eat at fish N CO but need to wait for 20 min
so end out we have our dinner there

by right one of my friend wanna to treat me
my darling said very weird so he paid 40 bucks
and the balance the other paid
total we spent around $60plus for the dinner

thank darling for the birthday song sang by u
haha.. and the present haha..
den he send me home
i dun really stay late cos next day still have lesson early in the moring ..

Now i going to share with u all
my chalet on sat which is BBQ
oh my god !!
it was quite interesting and fun i can said ..

ok now i dun talk more about it
let"s the picture tell u everything bah

2008-10-17T07:42:00.000-07:00

oh My god !!

i really miss my chalet and i enjoyed my chalet alots can we

turn back the time haha. those friends came all the way to my

chalet hope your enjoy it too ..

hmm.. friday sch end at 12p.m by right but the leturer nothing to teach so he dismiss us at 11a.m
after sch i went home and bathed after that went to darling "s house to pack the food
oh my god !!
the food really super heavy lei
total we carried 11 bags
can u imgaine how heavy it is ..??
thank god !! darling 's dad was not working on that day
he helped us to carried too

THank a lots to my darling and his dad
they really helped me a lot like buy all the BBQ food and cooked
we carried all the food down n we hired a taxi
oh my god !!
the taxi uncle reallly like WTF
we 4get to tell him early we got to go SSc mac to collect something and fetch my sis.
the taxi driver kept complaining
ksN ,,he really spoil my mood
i was so fed up i told him if u not happy u dropped us at ssc mac we took other taxi
but in the end he told us the reason cos he off work at 5p.m so he wanna to rush.

when we reach pAsir ris .
i thought my ploy friends will wait for my there
they will late
and we waited for 15 min they still not there

i lazy to wait
i saw a trollery
we used the trollery to push all our stuffs to my chalets room
oH my goD!!
when we opened the door
the room was quite big
shit forgot to took down the photo
sad lei ..

it was so so tired !!
after eat my food prepared by my darlin"s dad
i have a sleep

den later on follow by my ploy friends came
den mac ppl like yini...>yixin, chong how , wenjun and ziwei

they watched the show till quite late
den they fell asleep
poor my ploy friends
they have no place to sleep
and they slept outside the BBQ pits
haha..

early in the morning , den they came back and sleep
i really enjoy myself ..
i will blog again tml ..

lao gong i just wanna to tell u i luv u more each day

thank you for everything u do for me !!!

2008-10-12T07:17:00.000-07:00

hiiE ...my friends ,

if u have received the msg about

my birthday chalet

next week on 17 to 19 oct ,pls reply me

latest by this

tue ..

i really appreciate it if ur could take

out your precious

time by joining me

thanks...

i will also like to thanks those who reply me.

See your guys there!!!

2008-10-12T06:42:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went back to SR and work ..
working from 1 to 11p.m
hmm.. quite slack ..
so boring having my break at alone

i served this women with her husband and two kids
i saw her pants never zip
i was at there wonder should i told her or not??
but in the end i never tell her cos i was too shy to do it ..

then, the other women she wan to eat at SR but her kid look like four years old dun wan to come in .
her mum has no choice asked me to pamper him to come in
haha.. i did it !! LITTLE ARE SO CUTE N TROUBLESOME

i was suprised to received my darling msg
cos he today off early
when he called me
i asked him where him
he told me he outside the IMM
OH my god !!
i was so so so happy
no word can decribed how happy i am
hehex..
he waited for me outsie the SR
we went to buy cake

after that,we have our super around my house
and he send me home again
miss my darling ..

today , i went back to IMm to order my cake with cindy and jiamin mei
and at the same time check the price for my BBq food ..
having my late lunch at imm mac with susantry and yonne

after that , went to ssc mac to look for guihua mei mei
on my work back , i brought a dress cost $16
haix.. today went out spent 30 bucks .. haix..

tml sch reopen le ..
so sian .. dun feel like going back to sch cos i dun get to study my third language
i got into THINKING AND PROBELM THINKIN
WTH..!!

i wan my holidays again ..
i wan MORE time with my darling

2008-10-10T08:26:00.000-07:00

hmmmm .. i meet darling at my mRT station

my sis and darling, we took train to woodlands to collect my clothes which i have

order online
oh my god !!the place was so so .. cos it was warehouse
thank god darling was there with us
i finally brought my couple tee
i look for it for very very long liao ..
i am going to wear during my chalet
haha
sad to say that i order a dress
my sis n darlin said not nice
i emo cos i got to look for my dress again haix..sad lei
is it my figure not nice ..?
or i am too skinny ..?
i wan to grow fAT a bit more

after that , we have our lunch at woodlands KFC
darling spent 20 plus buck on the lunch
den we went to watch movies "printed skin"
i spent 20 plus buck too on my movie
it was a nice show

den jiaminmei went home, guihuamei went to ssc mac
i went to darlin"s house cos need to plan for my chalet
haha.. his mum brought chicken wings for us to eat
after that, darling send me to my mrt to meet guihua
den he went to long beach

we went to alif to meet yini change her name to yixin , chong how n wen jun
they were there discuss about my chalet
thank yixin help me to write again the food needed for my chalets

den guihua and me went home
oh my god !!
darling went home so so late
miss him muck =)

2008-10-08T08:01:00.000-07:00

hmmm..
today darling said wanna to give me a morning
but he overslept
i went to his house
his dad was at home
he opened the door for me n told me my darling was still sleepin

haha.. darling was shocked when i stand beside his bed
after that , he need to go work so i went to meet ain cos her house near my darling area
i slack at ain"s house
actually plan to do sushi but due to our lazyness
i played with his bro awhile
den ain said wanna to watch scary movie
i dislike watch there but never mind i accompany her
i was so scared i half asleep when i watched the show with her
haha
having my lunch at her house
quite nice esp the curry

after that , we went to west mall to look for my chalet things
actually we wan to go imm but i was too tired so we never go
i brought preaent for bel leh

oh my god !!
on my way home,
it was heavy rain
i dun wan to trouble my sis they alll so i run home
haha .. my mum cooed the green soup forme to drink

yeap tml is darling off day

2008-10-06T09:19:00.000-07:00

yesterday not working slacking at home
guess wat am i doin..?
i told my mum i wan to do spring roll
she dun believed i can do it but i really did it haha...
i spent whole day doing it
hahax..
after that taught my sis chemistry
shit !!
some i really dun know how to explain to her
hope she understand

today received a morning call from my darlin
i meet him st bukit batok
and brought spring roll for him
see so so nice of me
darling .. see your dearest treat u so good
touch mah
haha ..

after see him going to work
me went home to have a nap awhile
having my lunch at home den went to work

working from 1p.m to 6p.m
quite slack at first
den having two hours of my time having meeting with RM
talking Crap..

actually planned to go shopping for ppl present but i was to hungry to do so
so i went home with my collegues .

2008-10-04T09:10:00.000-07:00

TIring tiring ...

Today working from 1p.m to closing
in the afternoon it was quite realx
not a lot customers when cme to dinner time
oh my god !!
customers keep coming in
walked till my legs super tired

i never went out for lunch
having my luch at the kitchen
cos the malay aunt brought the food for us n the managers brought spring roll for us too

after my work ,
there was this guy wanna to date the girl
so i decided to walked faster so that they can have good time together
but the girl keep tryin to talk to me
den reach intercharge
i walked diff way from them

haix..
i reallly miss the time my darling waited for me to fang gong outside the imm
we have our super near my house and sent me home
haix..
no choice he need to work at TPY .

Darling i really missed that
can i have that moment back ..??

2008-10-03T08:56:00.000-07:00

haix.. siao diao ..
today have to wake up early to take my paid..
haha..
i got 1k for my salary

after that i bused to my darling"s house
den i send him to take bus to his work place
haix..
really miss my darling to the maX..

after that i went to bank in my money
oh SHit i 4get to bring my IC , cannot open new account
den i went to ployclinic to buy mask for blackhead pimple etc..
oh my GoD !! i spent $50 plus on it

i went home first to take my IC
having my lunch at home
den meet yanjun at jurong east
i was late cos mum ans me to fetch bro

yan jun and me went to OCBC at JE
the Q was so so long
i was so pissed off i left
shop around brought one more shoes

we walked to imm
i brought balloon and nothing to shop
den we took the shuttle bus to jurong point
i looked at the dress quite nice
i planned to buy but yanjun asked me to wait for my darling to see how
haha..
den we went to koppotim to have our xiao long BAo
really miss it when i have it with my darling

darling me miss you so so much lei ..

2008-10-01T06:30:00.000-07:00

Happy 7 months anniversary

today is our 7 months anniversary but we dun get to celebrate cos my darling start to work
but but we did celebate our advance anniversary yesterday
by the way yesterday is my last day working at admin jobs
i work till 8 p.m ,
they ask me to work 8.30p.m
i said cant cos i wanted to meet my darling
he was late again
while waitng for him i went to shop around to buy clothes
i brought 2 t shirts

den we went to jurong point to have our dinner
ai yo yo ,
we went to three places
all was crowded with customers
den we went back to fish N CO again
it was so so concidence that i saw xia n her guy
like wat my darling said she change a lot
haha
i do agree

i was lost of word n feel a bit ...
when the FIsh n CO staff
asked us TABLE FOR HOW MANY ?
n xia ans was "table for two "
we never eat there
DO YOU KNOW WHAT ME AND MY DARLING THOUGHT
actually we thought we could have our dinner together
it all right

den we went to second floor and eat
actually i wanna tto stay at my bf "s house n sleep but he was worry that my mum will scolded me haha..
on my way home it rain so so heavy
i have to ask guihua mei mei to fetch me home
thank you ..

den darling wen to CHervon to meet his friends

today i never go work
i sleep till 11plus
haha
den went to lot one with jiamin mei
she was so cute
she go n bully zheng min cos he workin at action city st lot one today

den we train down to jurong point to change polor tee
waan to go study at national library but it closed durong public holiday

den we trained down to est mall mac
i teach her physic ..
after that shop around at west mall
den train down home..

tml working at secret recipe from 12 to 10p.m
sad to say
me and darling work at diff place haix..

sob sob he cant pei me home le
n we cant have our super together again
haix...

Msg to my darling :
i will like to say THANK YOu very much for being there for me when i need u
, let me even though i am in wrong
n u ALSO NEVER show me attitude when i show temper at u
i know u dun wan to see me sad

hey hey ,.. remember dun over pamper me hor if not i will fly de haha
and really sorry sometimes i show "Black face" to u in front of ur friends..

anyway just wan to tell u .. darling u ARe the BEST
LUV u to the mAX..
i will not leave you no mATTER wat happen =)

stay happy always

2008-09-21T06:41:00.000-07:00

i am damn emo now .!!

yesterday i took half day off den i went to kelvin"s 21 birthday at pasir ris coast sand
he book double storey
oh my god !!!
i like the double storey floor
as i have book a chalet at downtown east last month n i plan to change to pasir ris

actually pasir ris coast sand is just beside the escape theme park only lo
haix..
i so so emo now
when i went to online n wanna to change but the double storey is NOt available
arhx......
HATE it mehx....

today my off day
spent whole afternoon sleeping at my darling "s house
so tired after 6 days of work

den after that , wanna to go shoppin with bel but she was sick
never mind go to shop with her next sun lo..
me took bus down to ssc mac to look for my sis guihua
so sian ...see them study i am nothin to do
i feel so so weird den i went home
i spent $7 lus on tibits..

haix.. today wanna to sleep early le ...
tml still need to go work ...

darling .. i so so emo
i WANT MY DOUBLE STOERY CHALET LA..
SOB SOB ..=(

2008-09-14T05:35:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. it been long time i never blog..
due to my works..
haix..
really super tiring taking the two jobs n no time for my darling
i am so so sorry my darling

and on weekday i work as admin
from 8.30 a,m to 8.30p.m
mostly have overtime
cos it really have a lot things to do
after finish one stack of work there is still a stack of work to key in
like no endin
thank god, i have ling ling and my darling to talk to ABOUT my work stress
sometime i really feel like giving up ..

den weekends went back to secret Recipe and work .
oh my god.. super boring n tiring i can said
let me talk about yesterday i really no mood to work
my back is super pain
like going to break anytime
i wan to go home early but they dun allowed and i keep made mistake n being scolded by my mananger even though it is not my fault wat the FUCK...
haix..
sian la..
after work went to kpool look for guihua
they all
have my super with yini, guihua , chong how n ziwei at alif
aftermath, chong how drive us home ..
today cant see darling cos he working too
miss him so much ...

i cant wait for the end of the sep to come
cos i dun need to go back work as admin
den i can spent my time with my darlin
by then, my darling working as full time n no time for me too haix..
sad lehx

today actually i got work from 1p.m to 9p.m
i never go back to work cos
i having stomach cramp
n also my darling "s mum birthday
plan to go with them for lunch but i was to sick to go
haix..
sad =(
anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY auntie ..
all the best in whatever you do ...

hope i can join ur for lunch or dinner again...=)

today i called xia she never ans den she called me back again
we chat a while and asked her about my chalet
whether she going for three days mah
her ans was most likely cant cos workin n schoolin
i wan like.......
abit depress
i think she still HATE me for the pASt bah..

Happy 6 months anniversary~

2008-09-03T00:05:00.000-07:00

Happi 6 months anniversary..=D.. Actually intend to go sentosa on that day, but due to both of us was too lazy, end up slacking at my house again..At nite, we went to cystal jade to have our dinner,i luv the xiao long bao so so much..=p.. haha. After dinner, i send her back to her home sweet home..=D.. Hmm, dearest, although this two weeks of my break u cant really acompany me due to ur work.. But no matter wat, i will alway be there for you..=D miss ya~

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful dearest.
I'm everything I am,
because you loved me

2008-08-30T10:16:00.000-07:00

SUPer tired ...and damn pissed off i wan new job!!!.

i have not been working at sErcet recipe for two weeks

due to the prepartion of exam

some ppl thought i have resign i hope so but i need to look for new jobs first

haix..i went back most of the part timers have already resigned

or some going to resiign

oh my god !!!

i also want ...

I WANT TO FIND OTHER JOB TOOO
BUT CAN DUN F&B LINE MAH
ANYONE WANT GOT SALE ASSISTANCE JOB INTRODUCE TO ME MAH
THANK ...=)

haix.. i was so suai
today went back to work cos got othe managers came n see us
WTF , i dun know need to use black clip or other shits
nobody tell me
n i have to go to ARIes to buy all black clip just not to let u all as mananger being said by them
WTH ..!!
used black hair clip rubber band like sec sch students
ploy can use colourful hair clips
haix.. now work still have to used that black clip etc..
worse to worse need to make up
WTH ..
i cant stand le ..
i WAN NEW JOB..!!

hmmm.. during break time
i have my break with joan and darling at around 4.40p.m
haix.. darling going to start work soon

after my break went back to work
i saw xueling and his bf
came and looked for me
i went there to chat with her for a while being scolded by CINDY
WTF >>
i know it was busy but at that time customers never call or wat
and there are three services there lehx..without me awhile will die mah
if u will me also talk to ur friend rite ??
just cos u are full timer can used this tone to talk to me !!
damn it !!

today the business quite busy
i work till my leg damn pain
and i think i too long never go back
during working times
i feel abit gizzy
and almost took wrong order
haix..

all thank to my manager asked me to transfer money with joan
den made my poor darling to wait for me till 30 to 45 min
sorry darling..=(
but u really damn damn silly ,..
u should go toilet first mah
silly pig

den i have my supper with my darling near my house
haix.. darling u very lAN lehx.. dun know how to drink water and eat the food
hahax...

haix.. tml still need to go work ..
all the best for me tml ..=)

2008-08-29T07:34:00.000-07:00

shopping shopping ...... walk till my legs pain

today went to shopping with yan jun, amy and bao ying at cineleisure
early in the morning darling send me a msg to wake me up
before i leave my house i give bao ying tu tu a morning call
den meet darling at bukit batok mrt station
i was late cos i went to buy two breads for him n myself as our breakfast
darling u see ur lao po me so so . thoughtful n caring hor.. touching mah .. dun cry hor.. cos ur lao po always 4get to bring tissue whahaha....

darling went to work , i train down to meet sharon
she was late ,i think she oversleep bah haha..she guide me how to go cineleisure
despite yesterday may ,zheng min n darling tell me the way i still very confused
hehex..
on my way there i saw yan jun
we walk to the cineleisure
amy come followed by bao ying tu tu
oh my god !!!
i think too early some shops haven open yet nothing to shop
so we walked all the way to FAR east ,haix. sad i still cant find my CT but i brought my shoes which cost $19,90

haix..
i still dun give up den i went to bugis and i brought a bell cost $3.50
but still cant find CT haix..
we have our late lunch at long JOhn silver

after a long walk again
we feel very thirtsy
we went to mac buy some ice cream
n on top is the pictaken by EVIL yan jun
so bad of her never tell me she is helping me to take photo if not i can have some nice post

overall is a happy shopping with them

hey guys if got time we go shop shop again hor,, miSS ..=)

today the winner of the shopping gal go to LEW YAN JUN damn rich spent 100 buck
second is amy
third is me
the last but not least go bao ying

haha,.. looking for next shoppin see who is the next rich shopper

2008-08-27T01:30:00.000-07:00

hmm.. yeap exam over le..
haix.. dun need to study le can enjoy now
suddenly dun get used to it ..
haha..

today darling off day ..
but i need to go for interview cos my ex bosss called me
but my darling seem damn not happy ..
i am sorry darling
i know u want me to spend the two weeks together but it seem i wan to work

i know u dun mean to use harsh tone when u are talking to me
but it "s really hurt me
be honest to you
i really dun mind we get hurt together
i just wan u to share your unhappiness with me and we solved together

i was too tired after the interview
have a nap at his house
den we took the bus to the west mall
we have my dinner at kou fu
u arhx...
darling said me "stupid in chinese "
u good ..
hahah..
ok la.. den he send me home..

so bad of u took m $75 away
haha...

ok la..
waiting for ur off day again ..~~

2008-08-26T08:50:00.000-07:00

hmmmm.. my cousin have been staying in my house for one month

today , she is goiing back to china ..

i thought of sending her to airport but i overslept

haha..

i was late again for half an hour when i meet may n zheng min at jurong east mRt station

psps .. it was me too lazy to wake up early ..

after my breakfast, i went down to buy cake

today ,we going to help my our classmates to celebrate their advance birthday celebration at SENtosa ..

i meet then at harbour front mRT station

haha,,

this time round slightly better 10 ppl turn out

in the end, only 2/4 birthday girl n boy turn out

when we reach there , it was really damn hot

we let the guys to play vollary ball first

den we tour around the sentosa

it really nice ..haha

after around 3 plus not quite hot

girl turn to play vollary ball

oh my god ..!! i play till my hand got " blue back "it was my fault to hit it too hard

but i enjoy it

i am looking for the other class outing again

after that,we have our dinner together at KFC ..

then, we train home ..

home sweet home..

2008-07-30T22:38:00.000-07:00

hmmmm.. today is my darling off day

but i got my lesson in the morning

i dismiss early cos dun have the lecture

after sch i planned to go ice skating

den i asked my darling to join us but he dun wan

he went to cut his hair after that
he went to look for me

i really dun know how to ice skate
thank zm who teach me how to play

after that , when to jurong point with my darling
we went to watch "money not enough "
it really a nice n touching show
haha...
then, darling send me home..

2008-07-24T04:14:00.000-07:00

haix.. sian ,, today need to wear formal

cos first period got presentation

i meet min at sch

when reach outside the class

i was too nervous den i went to the toilet

by the time , we reach the class , the presentation already started

haha..

i helped min if not he has to present first

haix.. am the third person to present

haix. me a bit nervous lo

haha.. but not bad as long the lectuer said my presentation still not bad

after that got EC lecture

OH my GOD ..!!!

i dun undersatnd wat he teach me

i saw a lot ????

in my mind

after sch , i went to library with ,may Zheng min

we study till 6p,m den we went home ..

2008-07-23T04:05:00.000-07:00

hmmmm,.. wed is my darling off day ..haha..
today we went an hour to sch just to attend the electrical circuit practical
n the c# programming dun need to go
so everyone went home
i have my lunch in sch after that went to ELP to print my notes

den train down to BB with may n xiao juan
haix.. plan to give my darling surprise
so today i end early
haix..
me damn 4getful
i go n call him n asked him to meet me at his house bus stop
sian .. no surprise le ..
haix..

went to his house , i was too tired i fall asleep
but being disturbed by him n his brother conversation
i cant sleep again
den i went to have dinner with him
after that , we went to watch movie the "RED CLIFF''

not bad but when come to interesting part
it said to be continue
Wth..

den my darling sent me home
home sweet home...^_^

2008-07-13T08:24:00.000-07:00

hmmmm...
oh my god ..!!!
projects n projects
so stress..
i am so so tired
n i find that i aM ALWAYS dO MY WORK Last min again
urhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
hate that lehx..

after sch , may and tian qing went to Pasir Ris to help me look for my chalet
and me n yixin went to bugis to buy the stuff for my project
we shop around and brought alot things too ..

den me train home....

2008-07-12T03:45:00.000-07:00

hmm... last sun we help tim to celebrate his 17th birthday

haha..

too bad he stilll cant buy cirgratte still have to ask my darling to buy for him

my darling brought a mango cake for him as a birthday present n we have our super at jurong east coffee shop

actually we plan to celebate at coffee shop but tim said dun wan cos too many ppl

he will feel shy ..lol

den we went to ssc mac to help him celebrate at around 1 a.m in the morning

den the security gurad saw us n wanna to chase us away

after that , we took the taxi home at around 2a.m

2008-07-09T07:48:00.000-07:00

yeap .. today is darling off days..

he know that i am not feeling good at all
i have cry the whole night cos all of the the quarrel with my parents and friends
he sent me to sch , on the way my tears keep rolling down my cheek
iS SO PAIN THAT NO WORDs cant decribe how sad i am ..

today got c# lab test
oh my god!!
i still dun get to finish my lan test ..sob sob..

actually , wanna to do my project but i told my friend that
i only have one day for my darling
after sch , tian qing n, may and i train down to west mall mac to do our work
den my darling come to fetch me
he plan to bring me to the beach to relax myself
but he still having got fever so i went ot his house

after that, we having dinner near his house
OH MY GOD !!
I AM SUCH AN USELESS N 4GETFUL GALFRIEND

he havin fever
we still go eat westen food

now his fever getting worse
sad nah, that i cant be on your side to take care of u ...
i am so sorry ... my darling ..........

2008-07-08T08:06:00.000-07:00

hmmmm.. i am so fucking piss off today ..
i have not been talking to zhen min n jermey for this two days
i really angry with them cos of sunday things i was quite piss off with them
so i choose to be cold shoulder with them and to them i treat them as a stranger
i really fucking tired
can i just emo n being silence to think wat i should do ..!~!

went home to have a nap n tu tu called me to ask me to take the shoes pack from me
my head was fucking pain n i got up
walked toward the station to meet her
i told her the things again
and i cry again =(

reached home i was so fucking piss off when i saw my sis
takin the whole new table n i am using the pld short table
i was damn fucking dulan..
i started to quarrel with my parents n throw all my thing on the floor..

it really make me damn fed off ..
i packed my bag n decided to leave the house n go my bf "house n sleep

but being pull my mum ..
wtf..
i thought u so so happy to see me leave the house mah..

i really have enough of all this things..
i just wan a peaceful n enjoyable life right now can i ..

i was so so tired n pissed off

how i wish there is a medecine to let's me eat so that i can die peacefully..

Wat the fuck,
on line still have to quarrel with jermey ..

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
urhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i really have enough of it ..!!1
this time round crying does not make me feel better at all,,
it make me even worse n pain..====(((((((((((

2008-07-06T03:56:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to Tian Qiang and Alan

i finally realised that ECC is not the course that suit me at ALL

coS of the modules i have drop my tears
countless time , i like have a feeling of giving up the course
but ITs IMPOssible !!!

my parent have put a lot of hopes on me
i cant let them down

i always encourage myself not
to give u n go on
some of my friends said that too me too like tu tu , yan jun
and my darling..

i promise my darling no matter how hard it is i will still continue my studies ..

today is my off day meet zhen min and jermey at jurong east libary again

actually yan jun can go but last min ps me..

haix,.. sad but never mind

ok , today doing my c# with them really make me damn piss off and tired i

left at 3 plus telling them i went home actually i went to meet my darlin

i damn no mood my eyes was red

when i see my darling

i hug him tight tight n tear keep rolling down my eyes

thank a lot darling 4 being there to lent me your shoulder n sayang me

and wipe the tears from my eyes ..

i really very grateful to have a bf like u

CRYING REALLY MAKE ME FEEL BETTER BUT I JUST DUN LIKE THE FEELING OF FEELING EMO OR DEPRESS COS OF THE WAY HOW PPL LAUGH AT YOU WHEN THEY TEACH U OR USING SOME BAD REMARKS

TO THEM IS FUNNY N JOKES

BUT HAVE THEY EVEN THINK IT REALLY REALLY ....HURT PPL FEELING..!!!!!

I JUST hatE THOSE FEELING ...N PPL.. URHHHHHHH

uRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

ANYONE CAN TELL ME WAT SHALL I DO ??

I REALLY SICK OF THAT !!!

EMO ...........................=(

2008-07-05T03:43:00.000-07:00

i working from 5p.m to 11p.m
oh my god , it was damn busy
i work till i not feeling well
like going to faint ..

thank god..!!
the new RM .. transfer quite a lot crews here
sad to say that all of them are malay
they speak malay all the way ..
i only understand a bit..
neverthless, they are quite friendly and hardworking

good things of this RM is
he let us go home on time
not like the pevious RM..

after that, went home with my sis n darling
we have our supper at alif
long time never see xia
asking her to go down she not free
we really never see each other for long time ..
i miss her ..
dun know whether she still remember me mah,,or even 4get it..

darling i feel that u today so diffferent u used to be
if got anything just tell me k..miss you ..
waiting for your off day..

after super, darling send me and my sis home

mi

2008-07-04T03:29:00.000-07:00

hmmmm...

oh my god.. today is a friday

so fast one week over again..

we help two of our classmate to celebrate their advance birthday

we meet at mac

yixin and gege went home to take the cake

after that,

they said wanna to go kallang to drink beer

i dun feel like going cos too fast

when i plan to take train home..

zhen min and jeremy keep asking me to go ..

so i went with them to gerlan

we have our dinner at shang hai resturant

we eat and drink beer..

i only drank a bit cos i promise my darling i will not drink much

after a while , i feel like vomitting

haha..

i vomit a bit in the road

feeling much better

den we walked toward to take the train home..

i meet darling at jurong east MRT station

den he sent me home..

we having our dinner at

2008-07-02T03:00:00.000-07:00

today is my darling off day..

me going to sch as usual .,

he say wanna to sent me to sch but never

cos he overslept i think

hehex.

today C# lecture

nothing much he just go through next lab test

he only took 45 min to teach

then, he end the lesson

oh my god, too early

so i decide to meet my darling early at woodland

some of my classmates need to go for maths common test retest at 3 plus

i never received sms from my teacher so i dun need to go

hope i can get better for the common test

after that , i walk to woodland to meet my darling

n yeap....

we going to eat seoul garden today

i long for it ...

oh my god,

we spent 20 min to find seoul garden

we spent $40 for the meal

when in the seoul garden

darling keep asking me to eat meat so it will worth it..

lol..

oh my god, i really crazy of eating ice cream

i ate three plate of ice cream

we spent 3 hours at seoul garden

eating

i eat so fill that i have difficulty standing up n walk

i really emjoy myself

i will load some photo i took when we at seoul garden ..

2008-07-01T05:05:00.000-07:00

Happy 4th month Annverisary

hmmm. today my lesson start at 9.30 a.m

my darling insist of sending me to sch

so i meet him 8.30a.m at my station

haix.. me really tooo exhausted today cos last night i don"t get a sleep

due my lab test which i done badly

through out the whole journey , i slept on his shoulder

oh my god ,the trainwas too crowded that we could not find any seat ..

we have to stand all the way

till my legs going to turn into jelly

after that, i meet may at yio chu kang Mrt station

we walk all the way to sch

we are late for the lesson

we have quiz today 20 mark

n the qns is WHICH PLOY U TO GO?

i was ..??

no ideas wat to write

haix..

after thaT ,we went for C# lesson

i still make some mistakes that make my prograMME cannot haix..

i must try to improve on it ..

we have two hours break

all the guy went to ANg No Kio hub to eat KFC

lol..

four of us eat at KOu FU

after that, we went to library

we took a lot of photo using my U cam

i will download for ur.

To my darling

thank a lot for giving me, always be there when i need u darling i luv you .

i cant live without u

promise me u will always belong me and hold me to the end

2008-06-27T09:28:00.001-07:00

today went back to sec sch to take my testi

today early in the mornig meet jermemy and xiaomin
we train to lot one and walk all the way to sec sch
den meet yan jun outside the sch bus stop
we went in to take my testi

yanjun and i saw mRs chua ..
we have a chat
and he ask last year 5/1 whether wanna to set up stall during family day on 2 augest

den we walk all the way to lot one again
we have our lunch at lot one kfc...
miss it haha..
this time round i treat yan jun drink
haha.. next time will be her turn to treat me le..
whahaha..

kns.. say wanna to do c# and eng presentation today
den u went home
ps me !! u good!

den we train to west mall library
actually wanna to do my work
end up we chat..

it really been long time never see her
i still got a lot to talk to her

hope we see each other soon
haha..

after that , went home i go cut my hair.
oh my god !!
i damn regret to cut it damn short make me look so ugly haix..
sob sob..
i want my long hair back ..!!

haix.. tired lehx.. working and study tml

got to sleep le..

2008-06-26T08:54:00.000-07:00

study ..study .. common test ..

stress mahx..need to k-book..

this week ,i got common test for three modules

sunday whole day stay at libray with tu tu , xiao min and jermy at je library
study maths as mon maths paper .
after that we went to S11 coffee shop to have our lunch there
oh my god , there were two adults quarrel
we have free show to watch..haha,..
and i order the seafood soup and rice ..
oj my god !!
they all make fun of the TOFu in my bowl
and when i eat the prawn
they also say i dunno how to eat prawn
haix..
sad nah...
den tu tu and me went to NTUC to buy our drink
OH my god they Q is super long...
after that we went back to study
i did say something wrong
i make a mistake of saying laptop to desktop
and they keep making fun of me and laugh
ai yoy o...

mon went to sch early to study again for the paper with my classmate ..
after the paper we went to sch library to study for the next paper
oh my god !!
damn tired and stress ..
ploy life not easy too ..

tired like hell ..
and i think i have to hope for my DE paper damn diffcult lo..

haix..
wed and thursday was darling off day
i really have no time with him cos prepare for my paper
when i study on wed with my classmmate at je library
he pei me there and accompany me home
haha..
thank a lots mydarling
rEALLY appReciate it...

thursday last paper ..oh mygod..
hope can pass lo cos got one qns i know how to do
but i 4get the formula which was 10 marks
haix...
really no time to finish it...

hope can pass the paper lo...

all the best to me ..

after the paper , train down to west mall to meet my darling
we going to help is friend whom so called my bro to celebrate his advance birthday

we have our dinner at around beauty world area..
darling ..really the cheese prata there really not bad ..
hehex..
after that , we took the bus to my home ..

my darling damn lazy asked my jinhua bro to carry my bag
heehex..

2008-06-21T08:17:00.000-07:00

oh my god..!!

time really pass damn fast

this week is last week of team break

sch going to start and exams are going

as well haix..

stress like hell haix...

hmmm..

today my darling work at 5p.m
so i spent my whole morning with him..
after that xiao min called me cos we going to meet up at je library to study
i was late cos waiting for the bus with my darlin

den xiao min called me and say
he want to go home cos i lie to him and i was not there while he already reached le..

i thought he was pulling his leg with me
by the time i reach je i called him and ask where u ..?
he say heat home

i thought he kidding with me
i went from 1 floor to 4 floor to look for him
really cant find

so i went out of the library
fill of anger .

thanks god ,
xueling and ling ling come and look for me at jurong east
they treat me pizzes hut
haha...

den after that ,
we went to shop around at jurong east

i finally bought a shoes for my sch wear
haha..

den went home sweet home..

darling .. dun worry not ur fault ...

luv u ..=)

2008-06-15T08:43:00.001-07:00

2008-06-13T08:43:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SECOND SISTER

JIA MIN

..ok today . actually i plan to organise a class gatherin at sentosa
end up only 6 ppl confirm can go ..
haiox..
sian

den early in the morning it rains heavy

i thought of cancel it
but xiao min
called me again and told me
now rain has stop and now is sunny
we asked them to go leh..

i was like.. WTH..
cos i was having my nap at that time ...
being disturb by him

den only leave 5 ppl confirm
to go..
i meet xiao min
den we train down to meet yi xin
on the way two ppl dun want to go

WtF ..
leave only three of us
den we went to bugis shop shop
haha..
i brought 1 t shirt cost $ 10

2008-06-12T08:30:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. darling off for two days yestaerday and today but to me two days like 2 hours..time with him den fast ..
haix..
early in the morning , i wake up early to do a bit of my c# project
haix.
i still not very sure why i went wrong
cant work sian..

after that i went to meet ,y darling at west mall
we went to west mall
shop N Save to buy ingredients
we want to cook spaggeti

haha..
den i went to his house and cook
wOOO...
it really taste not bad lei..

after that, we went to jurong east to buy present for my sis

we bought a short for her

we going to celebrate her early 15th birthday

darling tml go work le..
haix..
sian ..
got to study now..

2008-06-10T20:11:00.000-07:00

yeap .. i really enjoy myself with

my darling...!!

how i wish wwe can it every min and every sec HAha..

today i totally never touch my book or my project ..
at around 11 plus i meet him
haix.. both of us meet at different place ..
but end up we still got meet up

den we walk all the way to his house ,
after having lunch at his house
we went to west mall to watch movie
yeap finally we going to watch movie together

we watch KUNG fu pandA..

haha.. not bad
after that we walk from west malll to my house
ai yo yo

every time we meet seem to walk from one place to another place

but i really enjoy the way we walk together haha...

2008-06-10T07:03:00.000-07:00

PCB SUCK TO THE MAXIMUM...!!

I HATE IT..!!! I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SO SO

CARELESS

AND 4GETFUL..AHHHHHHH..

REALLY HATE MYSELF FOR THAT ..!

Today actually plan to go chinatown with tu tu ying and after that we go to study together ..
our plan all gone just cos of her called >>>MRS CHUA..

LAST min WANT me to go back and redo my pCB laB test ..
WTH ..!!
what wrong with my pCb ..she never tell me..
and want me to redo all over again ...
i was damn damn ......piss off...
for the sake of passing my this module ..
i bear with it..

can you imagine ..?
a poor lonely gal doing her work in the room ..
nobody else ..
i am so scared ..
HATE THIS FEELING ... sob sob...

thank may and gege come down to pei me.if not ..
i dun know what will happen to me..?
i managed to finish it in 2 hours time from the start ..

WTF..
hate myself la..
for being damn careless that i 4get to connect my connection to the VCC
shit it mahx..
she piss off with me
and i have to go back and redo again
i spent another 1 an hour to finish it again and i went home with may at around 4 plus..

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh....doing all this
it"s really killing me ..to the maximum
i feel damn it.....NBCCB.

den i called her, she say i am not going to check again ..
i just take whatever u have done..
i was ..like .WTF!!! NEVER MIND !!
i have to accept it cos it was my fault too..
NOT HER FAULT..
HOPE WHATEVER I SPENT TODAY WILL TURN UP WELL
AND HOPE DON"T HAVE ANY MISTAKES ..
HAIX...
ALL THE BEST TO ME LO......_-----(

RECIEVED A SMS FROM DARLING
HE SAID HE HAVING STOMACHE ..
I AM SO WORRY FOR HIM
ACTUALLY WANT TO SEND HIM TO SEE DOCTOR BUT TEACHER WANT ME TO REDO AGAIN ..

HOPE HE WILL GET WELL SOON ..
YEAP.. TML CAN SEE HIM WHOLE DAY ..
I am going to enjoy myself tml le..
finally i AM looking forward to this day damn damn fucking long long le..=)
..

On my way home , i am so scared my hp vibration
cos i am so afraid that she will called me back again.. =(
by then, i am already so hungry
and received a call from my mum
she want me to go down to chinatown to use the voucher to buy something
she insisted of me to go today cos today was last day..

i was so .. fed up with her everytime last min ask me to go here and there
and pls hor..i need time to travel hor..
i am not a bird that will fly home in half an hour time..
called me ..make me so ..
i already piss off with my school work..

when reached chinatown , the uncle service was damn good
after looking through all the eletronic devices
i brought a DIGITAL CAREMA which cost $160
OH MY GOD !!!

HEART PAIN LE...

NOW I AM IN NEED OF MONEY TO BUY MY LAPTOP ,OPEN

CHATLET FOR MY 21 BIRTHDAY , PAY HP BILL ETC..

HAIX.....
HOW..?
I NEED TO 节省 my EXPENSE le....=(
ON The way home at around 6 PLUS..
OMG THE TRAIN WAS DAmN CROWDED
I ONLY MANAGED TO GET INTO THE TRAIN AFTER THE THIRD TRAINS

CAN YOU IMGAINE HOW CROWDED IT WAS ,..???
THANK GOD I am SKINNY enough to GET IN ...
IF NOT I DUN NOE HOW AM I GOING TO GET INTO THE TRAIN ..

AT THIS MONMENT OF TIME

I JUST FEEL LIKE CRYING OUT LOUD.....

TO MAKE ALL THE UNHAPPY GONE

AND STAY FAR FAR AWAY

FROM ME..!!

2008-06-09T08:15:00.000-07:00

I HATE THOSE PPL WHO LAUGH AND SHOUT AT

ME

WHEN THEY TEACH ME SOMETHING .. FUCK LA..

JUST COS U HAVE FINISH SOMETHING.

U NEED TO

USED THIS TYPE OF TONE TO TEACH PPL

MAHX...??

I HATE IT MANX...!!!

Today need to go back for my PCB lab test ..
actually wanna to meet joshua
but he already in sch having his lunch
den i went to toliet when i came out from the toilet i saw gege
so went up to class with her

that teacher damn on time..

what the hell last lesson i used to do all gone
and i have to start all over again ..
wtf.....
damn it..
Thank jia ming ,his friend and josehua for some guide ..

BUt really i damn piss off with someone just cos u have finish your work
and u know how to do ,u need to shout when u teach me is it..??
WHAT the fuck la..!! u thinkk u what ..!!!
and u called me what ..?
AUNTIE ..?so loud in front of the class..!!
WHAT THE FUCK LA.. I JUST ONLY OLDER THAN U BY 2 YEARS OLD LO ..
AND I AM NOt married lo..

WILL U LIKE PPL TO CALL Uncle ?
AND WILL U LIKE PPL TO YELL AT U WHEN THEY TEACH U SOMETHING

HAVE YOU EVER PUT INTO OTHER PPL'S SHOES AND THINK ABOUT IT..!!

ALL PPL HAVE FEELING AND 自尊 DE HOR....

haix..sometim.es, i really hate myself for feeling so toot and useless at computer ..
I HATE MYSELF ..sob sob.. ..=（ =（

but no matter what happen i will DO ALL MY BEST TO WHAT EVER MODULE I HAVE IT NOW...!!

I WILL NEVER GIVE UP TO THE END

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....

I REALLY HATE PPL SHOUT OR YELL AT ME

WHEN

THEY TEACH ME ..............

HATE IT....HATE IT.....

FUCK....LA...

ACTION, proud AND ARROGANT..

TODAY I REALLY NOT IN A VERY GOOD MOOD..!!

2008-06-09T07:50:00.000-07:00

Tired tired and sleepy.....

today i worked from 11a.m to 10p.m ..
OMG ..damn tired .. one whole week never work tooday they put me so long hours to work
haix.. my legs damn tired .
my legs going to turn into jelly ..

today work same time as my darling so
meet him for breakfast

haha.. thanks god early in the morning no ppl..
quite slack ..

during break time
actually plan to have it with my darling
but my manager dun allow ..
haha.. but i still manage to see him

today got one new crew again
she is a malay gal
she only 19 years old
do you know what ..?
she is a single MOTHER
oMG ..
working at secret recipe
there are three mothers already
one is a 23 years old
already have two years old daughter
the other one 19 year old got married
and have two months baby too

OHOH>>no NO....
why young teenage get pregency so fast and young
will i infuence by them

OF COURSE NOT ....

today i work till closing
haha..
quite slack
first time dun need to sweepand mop the floor
thank to jia yi
working with her i feel very slack
whahaha..

i punch out at 10.10p.m
still have to wait for my darling and sis to punch out at 11p.m
ask tu tu to pei me chat ahe not free

so sian ,..
yian qing went back to china if not he will chat with me haha..
after that we went to alif to pack ROti pRata
we saw yini, ching how, we jun ,wen jun ,ziwei ,leisiang
thought of asking siang how to do c# but he never study before ..
==(

we have our super near my house coffee shop
den darling send me home ...

tMl PCB lab test haix....

hope for for the best .

2008-06-07T09:06:00.000-07:00

yeap..!! Holiday le..sad nahx..

after this week ,we going to have two weeks term break,,
haix..
other ploy
they will have common test before holiday and for our sch
we have COmmon test after holidays
haix... sian !! sob sob..
still got project and powerpoint silde to do for my presentation ,,!!

holiday equal to No holiday .. haix..

today , meet jermey , xiao min laop o , may and tu tu
at jurong east libray to study
they said wanna to do C# project end up
from 1p.m to the libray close they still playing computer game

Wat the tooooooooooooooT.!!
but i still got study with may and tu tu ying
haix,..no proper table
make me feel damn uncomfortable and easy fall asleep

den went out to walk walk with tu tu ying
i brought a PINK 3/4 pants haha...

we have our lunch at KFc ..
KIan weng saw me
and haha.. he still remember my name ..
so concidence that
he and xiao min same sch

sky bring one of his guy classmate to meet us ..
Omg . they like a couple to me..
me and tu tu ying keep talking about them
,. we are bad rite whahaha..
and we try to give them time to have 二人世界

actually i wanna to wait for my darling and my mei to go home together but i was too tired
and we study till 9plus only
still got 1 1/2 hour to their fang gong
n somemore nobody want to pei me wait for them

so i went home with them lo

home sweet home ..=)

having my dinner at home

haix,..tml working from 11a.m to closing
i think it going to kill me le
so long hours sia..
hope everything go well for me tml ..

yeap tml going to have my breakfast with my darling ...

looking for tml haha..
darling .. have a good rest c u tml ..
dun 4get my morning call hor.. =)

2008-06-01T08:38:00.000-07:00

Happy Three Months Annversary !!
Today is sunday
both of us working today
we do not have time to celebrate our annversary ..
haix..
i dun know how long we have not watch movie together
right ...? my darliing
but never mind my darling
i willing to wait for u till u free
we go to watch movie and shopping together k..

today i work from 5p.m to closing
still early i meet tu tu ying to study at jurong east library
tu tu ying call me two time i never ans cos i was overslept
due to yesterday i slept quite late
i am so Sorry tu tu
to make you wait for me ...

after that we manage to find a seat
after a while feel hungry
tu tu went down to pack mee siam
and we eat in the library
WTH >>!!
the Stupid secure guard cOme and TOld US not to eat in the library
we will piss off
and we leave the library

den we went outside the long John silver to study
Omg .. it was damn hot..
so we decide to went to imm food court and study
OH ,NO no..
today is sunday ..
the place was crowded with ppl
no place for us..

then , we went to four floor toilet
which i used to change my cloth
when i used to work at long beach ..
beside it got one staff canteen
not a lot ppl there
so we seat there to study haha..
but too noise cos there got TV
after that we went to eat
den i went to work

haiax..
tired lo ..
after my work i wait for my darling to fang gong
den we went to have our supper together

Darling .. happy 3 months annversary again

no matter wat i will always be ur side ..

luv u too .. =)

2008-05-28T09:51:00.000-07:00

today is so called dour exercise day

after sch my classmate went to play basketball
and i stay in my sch library to complete my project
yeap.. i finally going to finish soon haha

den after we went to play badminton
wth ..!"!
all full and we play badminton at the basketball courts

OMG ..
my classmate den rough
they play till my shuttle cord spoil

last time never play badminton le
i really enjoyed myself

after that
train down to woodland with my friend
to buy spectacles

den home sweet home ..

tml is my darling offf day
miss him
i think i working so cant go out with him

so miss him ...=)

2008-05-27T06:56:00.000-07:00

yesterday night , i dun really have a good sleep
cos of my darling
haix..
we have quarrel at msn

i really dun like my bf don "t hang around with my friends
have come to that stituation really dun think too much
just being urself
very hard mahx...

SOME TIME , I REALLY DUN UNDERSTAND WHAT GUY ARE THINKING..??
HOW I WISH GUY"s CHARACTER ARE EASY TO UNDERSTAND
HAIX..

TODay have two hours of lunch break
i planned to sleep in library
but my classmate wanna to go ANG MIO KIO HUb
so we walked all the way there
and we have our lunch there

after that Ge ge wanna to buy Hp
we acompany her till we late for the lecture
siting at lecture room for 1 1/2hour
the class dismiss le..

after sch i went to my relative "s house to take my things
haha..

den received ain"s msg
i meet her at mrt station
den we train home

i have alot to chat with her
we have not seen each other for a long time le..
hehex..

for this few days darlling msg never say wanna to send me to sch
i miss it lehx..
he dun bother me le mahx..
i think maybe he too tired lo..

even though we sms each other everyday but for this few day
he never sms that .. =(

darling i WANT sayaNG SAyaNG.....=)

2008-05-27T06:42:00.000-07:00

monday blue .. another week le..
i still not very sure about my computerin
during maths lesson
tian qing show my the slide how to do it
OMMG .. never ever try to pay attention at two diff module
it really damn tired ..and confused

and the lecturer go damn fast
i haven finish coping he already go to other slide
worse still , i sat beside my lao po
he super frustrating keep on disturb me
i feel like giving him a big slap
haha..

actually May wanna to go woodland with me
when she know that tutu ying going with me
she dun wan to go le..
haix..
den lao po follwed me to Causeway too
haha.. SuprisING sia . !!

den three of us shop at CAUSeway ,
i saw bel and his guy ..

she seem the same
BUT she called me kim puay
TO BEL .. I REALLY HATE PPL CALING ME THAT NAME
CAN YOU JUST CALLED ME >> JIN hua ..
next time u called that again
i just dun bother u .. REALLY or treat u as a stranger !!!

I REALLY HATE PPLTO PLAY MY NAME LO
NOT FUNNY LO'
N I DUN THINK THERE IS ANYTHING FOR U TO LAUGH OF..

back to our shoppin , tu tu went to popuar brought pens
lao po wanna t look for spectacle
we look all the shops at causeway
but end up we never buy ..
haha..

den train home with them lo....

2008-05-27T06:21:00.000-07:00

Friday another week over ..
today is a family day where ppl got home to have their dinner with their family
haha.. got this day mahx..>.?

my lesson end at 5p.m
den i train down to jurong point to meet xue ling and his guy to watch
basketball match played by my moLex friends..
how i wish my darling can go with me but he was working ,..haix..

i have not seen them for an months ..
haha..
they seen have changed alots..

haix.. sad i supported term lost by 1/2 of the other term
But never mind they already try their best

haha..my dinner they treat me
after that an other friend
drive me to the nearest MRT station
den i took the train home..

2008-05-22T06:13:00.000-07:00

Today got PSB lab test ...
haix.. i really dun know what happen to me ..?

everyone seem to have finish their lab test
and i still there struggling
WTH !!
i REALLY HATe myself for being so USELESS.. and SLOW..!!

after sch darling come to look for me..
we went to woodland to send my hp for service
cos my hp the speaker got problem

OMG .. IT really disappointed me the Q is long and
when it come to my turn
there is no loan hp for me to use
THEY said all haven been LOAn to other ppl
SUch a BAd service !!
and i have to wait till three days to collect my hp i MISS my hp

THAnx God i never sell MY N70hp if not i dun have hp to use
haha...

having my lunch at CAUSeWaY..

2008-05-21T06:05:00.000-07:00

hmmmm.. today first lesson is the electric circuit
yesterday night i spent whole night to do my proect
end up still have to redo again
WTH !!
my effort go into the drain le ..haix...

after sch ,lao po wanna to continue the project
so we meet at jurong east library

he went home tottake his laptop
i still got time
i miss darling so much
i went to meet him ..

haha..
after that we went to library
den meet my sisand polar bear hehex..
den sky come

i saw polar bear there doing nothing
i asked her to help me change my blog skin ..
hey THanx POLar bear

after that chirsty and how came
they went to play pool
i just went there to see them after that
i went home

haha
thank tian qing for chatting with me if not i will bored to death
we chat till my hp no battery ..

Yeap.. tml my darling off ....

lookin for tml

2008-05-20T09:32:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. yesterday is the veask day ..
my pay is 7.5buck per hour so i worked from12 to 10p.m
having my lunch with my darling

OMG .. next days still got school
i am so tired
i almost felt asleep in class n my leg is damn pain..

today , i promise my classmate to go partyworld with them
actually i dun feel like going cos i was to tired ..
but i already promised them
so we trained down to orchard to the partyworld ..
we got to paid 13 buck per person
and still got a luck draw cos we spent 100 buck and above
hehex..

we sang from 4 plus to 8p.m
still not enough some songs select but not enough time ..
i really enjoyed myself
ai yo yo ...hate some of my friend
they keep on teasing me
do you know what they said to me
sing not read
WAT the hell !!!
i am not good in sing lo..
i only good at lisening to song hehex..

but overall .. i really enjoyed myself
really have to thank tian qiang for organising this that of event ..

ii have the photo we took during our singing time when i free i will upload it hehex..

too late le.. so we cant have our dinner together
so i went home

thank mum to prepare the dinner for me

looking for other event again
hehex...

2008-05-16T07:20:00.000-07:00

TO: my darling and my dearest friends

darling and my dearest i know u all care for me and wan to know what happen .?
between me and my friend "xia incident

let"s me tell u all wat happen ?
her birthday has been passed for about 4 going to be 5 months..
i really cant remember some of it
watever i can remember i just tell ur now.

it go like that for her birthday this year .i decided to give her a supprise by asking some of my godbro ,friend to join but unfortunately some of them cant make it.
i knew last year her birthday 's i make her cry cos
she make me den piss off cos they are late to meet me
even though , i sms n told her that i HAte to wait for your
and she told me she will not be late
end up still late so we have some quarrel

i SERIOUSLY DUN LIKE to turn my best friends or friend's party into some tearful or unhappy memorise but it seeem that WHY THERE IS ALWAYS SOME THINGS THAT MAKE ME SO FED UP !! I WILL MAKE OTHER PPL DAMN SAD TOO..!!

XIA 's this year birthday i promise i will not make her cry again but i still make her cry worse come to worse it seem to her that i have crave a deep scar on her and she dun dare to face me !!

EXCUSE !!! i know i am indeed is my fault tooo >.
but do you know how i feel when u talkin with chong how chirsy ,sky ,gor and qiao ting AND DUN TALK TO ME
before u come i already not happy because of qiaoting they all
but i really dun wan to show out cos i dun wan u to be u be unhappy

then , before we went to ssc mac to help u celebrate xia 's birthday
i already told them to do whatever ur wan as fast as possible
i afraid i will throw my temper out anytime
but they all still take ur own time

when reached at ssc mac
xia talkin to them and i am emo-ing sitting at one side
i thought she know my character well she will come and persude me tojoin them
but no not at all
i HATE THE astmoshere where u are being left out
so i just went off
and thank to my godbro
she chased after me and persude me to go back to help xia celebrate party
so i went back
DO YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL WHEN I WENT BACK THEY ALREADY CUT THE CAKE !!

I WAS DAMN SAD I FEEL LIKE THOUSAND OF CUT AT MY HEART WHEN U ALL CUT THE CUT WITHOUT ME !!!

I BURST INTO TEAR INFRONT OF MY bro ...
i know xia cry too

i know it hard to 4get something but wat is over is already over
i cant 4get too but i never show infront of u and my classmate when i help them to celebrate their birthday .!!

friendship is not how long ur BEEN together
MOST IMPPORANT IS HOW WELL UR UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER
AND KNOW EACH OTHER CHARACTER !!

darling asked me to read xia"s blog
after reading it i feel depressed and .......................................=(

today i really not in the right mood....

2008-05-10T09:40:00.001-07:00

hmm.. today i plan to go work with my darling but i was overslept too tired
cos yesterday nite have a chat with jing jing talking about her bf haha...
haix..
today working day is really suck to the MAX..
i dun like one of the full time crew from pillipinno (i dun know how to spell )
she just full time and work longer than me oNLY..
den can show the stupid attitude to me arhx....
WAT THE FUCK>.!!!
some more u are so short like drawft.. sia..
n the mananger also wat the HELL
already 5p.m i told her i wan to punch out
DO you know what she say..?
u must wait for other crew to punch in den u can punch out
WAT THE ass..?
if the other crew never come den i have to stay mahx..
Wat the fuck..

some more just cos u are mananger u all can eat the secret recipe's food
in front of us den we cant eat ..
hey NOT FAIR rite...??? GOT this type of things mahx..??

after my work , i am so HAPPY
just like coming out from the jail ..hahaha..
brought a mee sim
den isac , tu tu ying and me went to library to study
isac wanna to go home early
so he make the first move

den tu tu and i went to toilet saw my sis n polern n sky
after that my lao po and the rest of my classsmate .>>.yeo hao jermey , jiaming ,his friend come

we study till the libray close
thank a lot to my dear classmmate for helping me with my homework..
i learn something
haix.. but still have to improve in my eng by reading more books
after that we all went to ssc mac.
the place really change a lot
totally diff from last time i used to work there

tutu baoying jia ming n his friend got something on so they went home first
den the rest wait for me tillmy darling come

HEY GUYS..
THANK A LOT FOR PEI ME
I REALLY APPRECIATE IT..
THANK YOU THANK YOU...> <

den darling send me and my sis home

home sweet home..

study again tml with my tu tu ying

n oh yet tHat AIN cant study with me also never tell me
u GOOD LE NOR"AIN next time I DUN BORED U LE>>>

HATE IT MAHX...

cAke ...n sch..

2008-05-09T06:39:00.000-07:00

Oh my god.. early in the morning
my bro crying dun want to go sch
and disturb me till i cant sleep..
i piss off i wake up n send him t sch
my hair was so messy
but i dun care haha..

i really too tired ..
i was late actually meeting may
so i meet her at yio chu kang

my darling and i train down to my sch
ai yo yo ,
he still bring the cake for me.>>> hehex..
today all the lesson not bad just that the last lesson
i dun quite understand

i think i got to study again on weekend lo
haix....
after sch May cant go home with me cos tian qing date her out
hahahaha
thank bao ying called me and we meet
den we go home together

on the platform , we saw jian wei, pei yi and ain

i quite ANGRY WITH AIN
who is the one who pROMISE ME IF we got our new friends
we will not pS each other and we going to take the saME CCA
and who is that ONE NEVER to do ??
WTH>>!!!

i miss my darling....

hope tml can see him again..

thank a lot my darling....

2008-05-08T06:19:00.000-07:00

yeap .. today i really enjoy myself ..
today is my darling off day
early in the morning ,he send me to sch
haha..
today first lesson is eng lesson..
not bad but got lot of homework to do haix...
homework ...and .project....

after sch , my classmate went to play basketball ,
they ask me whether i wan to play or not
i was like...
basket nope... i think is the ball hit me not i play basketball
haha..

while waiting for my darling to fetch me from sch
i watch my classmate play basketballl
i never do that before ..

then, darling reached le..
we went to ps to buy our COUPLE RING <>.
haha..
i like my COUPLE RING>>
THANK aLOAD MY darLING>>>><<<<<

den we from ps walk all the way to city hall..
hehex..

after that he send me home
actually wanna to go together to help his mother celebrate mother"s day y
but too late n my mum keep calling me..

so i went home..

2008-05-07T05:54:00.000-07:00

it been long days i never blog..
i miss it..

hmmmm.. today lesson start at 8a,.m
have to wake up damn early

my darling insist of sending me to sch
i miss him so much
it so early and he start ork at 11a.m
he wake up so early to send me..
i really scared he did not have a good rest..

then the first lesson was not bad
after have the programming techinique lecturer
have the assigment test
i still not sure whether i can pass or not ..

den we have the make up lesson design and pphotyping lesson
Oh my god ,
the lecturer damn.....
she said our class very slow
dun bored those damn slow..
i was damn piss off with her cos
something she teach damn fast like want to catch train ,..
actually today 4p.m have the orgatation fot my cca >>sudent union
but got make up lesson
so never go .. so after our lesson we went there
just now for the refreshment ...
haix... we eat and go home..

haxi..
i was damn slow..
damn it..
i really try my best to do allmy best but still not that fast
I FED UP LA..

i find that for the past few week i was damn slack and not really do my revision..
i really dun want to FAIl my module.

JINHUA ...!!!!
IS TIME PULL UP MY SOCK AND WORK EXTRA HARD LO..

haix..i am so tired whole bodyaching ..!!!

2008-04-28T05:49:00.000-07:00

hmmm... yesterday , i worked from 5p.m to 10p.m
hehex..i can sleep late
oh my god,
nobody want to send my brother for tuition
so i have to send him

there is this fat boy,
he so afraid that no place to seat
he push my bro's chair..
i was damn piss off and asked him hey'
yu so naughty
den he give bad face WHAt THE Hell !!

while i was outside looking at my bro
i saw this aunt and have a chat with her
"hmm .. ur son very guai and teaches my son a lot of ting" the aunt said to me

i was damn fed up and replied back
"HE IS MY BROTHER AND NOT MY SON PLS"

den she ans sorry cos nowasday most mothers look young mahx..
WHT....

i have late sleep yesterday nite cos chattin with my darlin
early in the morning , received a call from lao po
told me todaylesson start at 8a.m
meet him den we go to sch together
oi was so tired whoe journey
i was sleeping in the train

when reached there it was a mistake is next mon
den i went to my classmate gege"s house and sleep
after that we have lunch
den went to sch together

today the lesson was not bad just that the engineerin maths i still not very sure
have to ask ppl again tml lo..

it time for me to start my project le..
and save my money for my handphone bill le..

哦 my god my whole body is aching..!!

2008-04-28T05:00:00.000-07:00

what happen to me today..???

2008-04-26T10:21:00.001-07:00

hmmm today actually i plan to wake up early to do some revision but i was too tired
haix.. i dun know what happen to me today keep on key in wrong order ,
the manager quite fed up with me
she scolded me..=(
but what can i do??
i today really no mood to do work ..

after that i went to have my lunch with my darlin
i really miss him a lot
i just wish i could hug him tight and dun do anything
hehex..
after that , we went walk walk
imm 3rd floor garden plaze got jolin
I saW her ,
hmm she quite pretty lor..

haix.. sian i have to went back to work again..
so tired from 12 to 11 p.m
how am i going to endure for so long..?
to my surprse i saw my lao po>>>zhen min
while i was workin
hank god he never c me.. hehex..

OH shit , i key in wrong order again
, the other mananger called lucy
she asked me to paid the dish which called me 7 bucks
haix.. damn expensive
i eat till i wan to cry out
haix..
is a learns to me to be more careful
and attentive during workin time
haix..

at arond 9plus not a lot costumers haven 10 plus we already clear up everythinn i punch out early than my darling

i waited for him
and we have our supply near my house ..
den he send me home
HOME SWEET HOME..

both mei mei waiting for me..

thank .. hehex...

tml is the time to study le...

work HArd...

i am so depressed today..

2008-04-25T07:39:00.000-07:00

yo yo..
i finally brought my Hp at imm
with my darling and bao ying yesterday after that i worked till 10 plus..
thank a lot bao ying for helping me to choose the hp nos
but i seem not elated at all

hey to all my friend , pls take note that i have change my hp nos..
feel free to contract me ..
hehex..
esp those friend who always dun call me instead i call them ..

my darling send me to school .. hehex..
luv him...
last week i was late for the engineering class ..
today .. i am not late ..
haix.. todaY THERE is a engineering drawing at the computer
tian qing they all completed faster than me .
and i think i am still the last one to complete it ..
sian .. i hate the feeling .. how...??
i so fed up y i"m slower than them
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
but i never show out i still have to act as if i am happy still kidding with them

after lunch..
we have electric in the lab hae to do the quiz..
WTH the first try i fail..
thank to my classmate for helping me
i manage to got 14/15 hehex..
but i still not very sure of logic Gate
i think i really got to STUDY HARD NOW..!!!

I DAMN HATE PPL CALLING ME AH HUI..
EXCUSE ME IS REALLY NOT FUNNY TO PLAY OTHER PPL NAME HOR,,
CAN UR PLS THINK OF OTHER FEELING

AND PUT URSELF TO OTHER PPL SHOES ..!!

TODAY i really not in the good mood..!!
sorry to those who being scolded by me..

but really i dun like ppl to tease my name and anthow call as u like..!!

2008-04-23T07:45:00.000-07:00

hmmm..today actually meet baoying to sch but i was late
so i never meet her sorry bao ying i was late..
den i meet darling ..
he sent me to sch
oh shit , i 4get the lecturer change to 9.30a.m
still got half an hour
chatting in class

haix..sian still got project need to do
after that we have progamming techniques need todo two project
the "alarm clock and caculator"
waoo lao.. almost all the guys in our class finish liao
den they can go for early lunch break
haix..
i still take about 5 min to finshmy work
den they all asked me y i do so slow ..
lol..
i am gal anyway .. hehex..
we have two hours lunch

after that , we went to collect my ezlink card
den we walk to ang mo kio hub to look for my hp ..

den , we train down back to sch to sch for other class
after the lesson i ask da suai back for my book which i ask him to carry for mehe say he pass to qing xing and asked him to look after
den i asked him where is my book
he said i left at mac..

ge ge and me rush to mac searching high nd low for the book but sttill cant be found
da suai asked us to stop searching no point looking for it ppl might take away

he went to book shopn brought to new book for us..
wHT received ti xin and told us that qing xing was playing with us
WHAT THE hELL i dun think is funny lo..!!
can u be mORE maturE..!???

after that i meet ain's friend
we went for the stage dance audtion is was really fun
and i do enjoy myself
the result was out on friday
i hope ain and me will get in..
hehex..

and the dance end at 10.30
and i reach home at around 11 plus..
i am so tired and the dance make me refresh back my pri sch dance

i still not sure wat other cCa i wan to take part..?/
so frusrating .. nowadayscos i not sure which plan i wan to take ..

i am so fan ... fan fan...!!!

i need medcine...

2008-04-21T08:27:00.000-07:00

hmmmm... today i should meet my classmate for lunch at kou fu
i 4get the place but remember the time ..
end up i never join them

i meet qing siong at mac and he teaches me elecrtic circuit
i finally understand .. hehex..

during my break,
i saw yi jun ..
i found that we are just "hI' aND "bye" friend now.

today during engineering maths ..
i dun pay attention in class and we keep talkin about hp.
i think darling going to kill me ..

oh my god .. the funny part is i think my pronounction not very good from streets dance may thought is strait time ..
and do you u know what ?
she also go and describe to me that newspaper is regular ...
i think i need english lesson again
ain come and teach me again

after lesson actually wanna to go Ang Mo kio hub shopping with my classmates
i was too tired so i never go
and i also never eat my dinner with my classmate

darling . my mum dun let me sign contract sign..
haix..

darling today cant see you lehx.. i miss you a lot =)...
and to tag me so that i know u read my blog k...
and update ur blog too.. hehex..

tml i going with ain for the stage dance audtion
i am so scared hope both of us can get it...

all the best for tml...

2008-04-20T08:49:00.000-07:00

OH my god..
i have terrible pain last night at around 3 a.m
i cant sleep..i think maybe last night i drank milk and eat curry ba ..

den i wake up at 10a.m and i called to check my schedule
i work at 11a.m
WHAt thee....
i brush out myself and i meet my darling for work ..
heehx.. i am early than him and he was late for 5 min..

i have my lunch with my darling
i was really fuck up when i heard that he was bully by sone of the captain at long beach
i really dun wish to see my darling being bully by other ppl..
NOBODY CAN BULLY HIM ONLy ME>.hehex..

i work till 8p.m
the manager asked me to extend to 9a.m
i told her cant cos i really too tired ..

i walked home alone
so bored without darling...

darling .. i damn MISSES u lehx..

darling dun be angry with them

if u really not happy working there
i dun mind u quiz the job and relax at home
or look for the better job ..
i dun WANT u to angry or piss off over this matter

i DUN WANT to see u unHAPPy darling..

TAKE care..

haix.. tml start school le..

i going to meet my classmates for lunch tml.hehe =)

i am so tired ..

2008-04-19T08:16:00.000-07:00

hmm ...one week have gone ..
so fast ..
today is wekend le..
haix.. sian .. ppl are resting or going shoping with their friend and i have to go work ..
some of them going for yini's chalet
i cant go =(
i hate this feeelin .. but i have no choice cos i WANT MONEY !!

today i attach to vivo and work again..
WAt thE Hell!!
i really not good of the direction and i lost my way
i took about
15 min to reach my workplace
haix.. so sad darling cant accompany me go cos he still got work .

i miss him so much ..

i meet yong cheng at mRt .. and i have nice chat with him till i reach outram park station

hmmm.. during working time still not bad
nothing happen

when come to lunch time
i have a chat with my darling on phone .. i almost quuarrel with him cos
i fed up that i cant find any coffee shop to eat ..
it took me about 15 min to look for the food courts..
next time they attach me there i will quiz...

i HAte to work at vivo..

after my work i meet my darling at jurong east mrt station
i reached there early
i waited for him for about 15 min
damn it my hp no battery cant contract him ..
i thought of borrow hp from the passer-by
i am scared so i sat there waited for him

then i saw the public phone ..
i called him many time ..
he never ans..
i damn piss off ..

but end up he got ans hehex..
atually i was quite angry with him for not answering my phone
when i hear he hurt his legs i cant bear to scold him ..

ai yoyo.. he awlways so careless de..
darling.. be careful next time ...
i am so worry for u ..

den he send me home ..
hehex..

i am late for lesson today..

2008-04-18T07:21:00.000-07:00

hmmmm.. yesterday i stayed late to finish up my engineering maths..
i was overslept today..
stupid me go n put silent mode
thank mum come back from market n asked me u never go sch mahx..
i look at my hp ..
OH my god !! it was 9.s30a.m and my lesson start at 10.10a.m
i confirm late for my lecturer..

i got ready myself and train down to sch ..
arhhhhhhhhhh.. my hp really sucking
i try to call my classmate n ask them to help me buy breakfast but cant get through .. what the heLl !!
I WANT MY NEW Hp..

i was late for today lesson , i went in and i look so lost
the lecturer asked me 'are you belong to this class'
wat a dots qns if not i would not enter the class rite..?
then he asked me again why u late ..
i ans back cos i was overslept..
thank god he never scolded me and even quite friendly to me =)
actually he told us he will dismiss us early
but end up quite late lo..

after that is my lunch..
i left my bag at the canteen and i went to look at alll the cca in sch
den i went back..
thank to my classmate
they helped us to carried my bags

HEy class ,
i hope we can continuce helping one another in class
not only that having fun together too..hehex..

den we have maths lecturer with other classes
i damn not happy with the china gal from other class
she was damn action
the maths qns the teacher find that it was rite ans
she insist of rite ans and say that she can take over the teacher place..
Wat the......

i really hate her if got chance i will take the photo of her..

den last two last is the 'ok' and 'hor 'teacher lesson
haix..today lesson end at 6p.m so long

den i go home with baoying and may
the train was so crowded =(

today cant see darling i miss him..
i super sad cos darling not going to accompany me to work at vivo tml
haix..
i going there alone lehx..=(

tml my classmates going to study .
but i cant join them cos i am working tml

hope tml the business not veery busy ..hehex..

i feel damn terrible today.. how i wish ppl will just kill me

2008-04-17T06:23:00.000-07:00

hmmmm.. today lesson start early same time as bao ying..
so i decide to meet her at cck mrt station.den we go sch together.
she was late .
while waiting for her .
i saw xueting.. thank god.
i can ask her to calll bao ying cos my hp cant calll,,
i damn piss off with my hp ..
darling i wan new hp .. hehex..

when baoying came ..
i finally saw sandy n nian en
it been long time i never see them lo..
haix.. through the whole journey i dun really talk much with them
i called jing jing
i have nice chat with her
i damn fed up with my hp, keep on disconnect while i was talking to her..
I WANT NEW HP..!!!!=(

first lesson is english..
hmmmm. not bad the lesson quite interesting..
OH MY god still got project to do lehx..sian

second lesson is PCB design and phototyping
halfway through the lesson the guy from other class fall down
is so loud that our whole look through the mirror n laugh ..

after that is my lunch....
near our block most of the hawker fill with ppl..
so we walk to nursin buildin to have our lunch
i saw yiini n i call her ..
she was eating macflurry

last two lesson is elecric circuit..
i started to feel unwell..
thank god today lesson end at 3p.m if not i will die..
WTH..the lecturer have the bad habit of ending his every sentence with "ok" and 'HOR

he gave us 15 min break
WAT THE fuck..i took about 5 min to look for lady's toliet ..
i went to toilet n vomit
the pain was still there
15 min to lesson end to me like 15 hour
time pass damn slow..

the pain really suck .. i feel like it took my life away..
nobody understand my pain unless u have experience it..

after lesson , i could hardly stand n walk ..
most of my classmates surround my place and asked me ..
"jinhua, Are you ok?"

i cant control my tear ..
i burst and cry in the lecturer room
it so embarrassed of me .=(

to my dear classmates:
thank you for ur concern and care ..
especially qin siong and may
helping me to carry my bag..
i really apppreciate it ...

THank you very much..

i love my class..ur rocks...!!heheex..
hope ur continuce to have this class sprit through our life at nyp..

darling.. dun worry about me..
my mum will take care of me ...
i love you ..,miss u alot alot..

sorry bao ying today is ur first day working at my place
actually we can go together de..
i really not feeling well .
so cant go work today
i went home to have a rest...
so sorry to ps you..

hope you have a enjoyable day working there for the first day without me..

hope i will be fine for tml lesson....

i misss my blog..

2008-04-16T07:18:00.001-07:00

Omg . it been long time i never blog..
i really miss my blog..

let me talk about today

hmmm .. today lesson damn early it started at 8a.m
my schedule same as peiyi n ain
actually i plan to go myself but they ind that they will like ps me
so i go to sch with them
due to keep on changing the place
i end up meet with ain only

haix,.. i find that both of us like nothing to talk about
we are diff courses now n we always hang out with our classmates
time pass , people are changing we cant expect thing remaind the same
i have no choice but to accept this..
through up the whole jounery we dun really talk much like wat we used to be..

then ,i wait for my classmate called may at yio chu kang
she late for 10 min again
den we walked to sch together

haix.. first lesson we have two hours
the teacher just talk about an hour den dismiss us
we have an hour break at kou fu
i used my friend laptop to log in my msn but cant cos i 4get my passward damn it mahx..

after my lesson , i meet bao ying at jurong east
i going to bring her to my place n work ..
her interview is successful..
yeap .. we going to work together . hehex..

i meet my darling at long beach
we went to eat together..
i really enjoy eating with my darling cos i cant finish up my food
i all give it to him hehex..

after that , darling still have to go back work again
so i went to shopping with bao ying..
i brought a lot of thing till not a single cents in my pocket..
i am broke ...haix..

haix.. i damn sad cos sat i attach to vivo n darling cant go with me cos he got work
i miss you my darling....(^_^)

i am alone again on sat during my work..
I HATE IT MAHX..

i misss my blog..

2008-04-16T07:18:00.000-07:00

2008-03-17T06:35:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BITHDAY TO AIN...

sad nahx.. atcually today wanna to celebrate birthday with ain but she was not free to meet me ..

haix.. never mind we meet up tml k..

hope u enjoy urself today ..

all the best girl..

darling i misss you ...

2008-03-17T06:28:00.000-07:00

haix..today cant see darling le..
cos our working time are diff..

today during working time my mind was thinking of darling wen hao..
how..?

i told my friend
they will laughing at me ..

they asked me to think of them hehex..

darling when we going to meet each other again,>.?

haha..

2008-03-17T06:03:00.001-07:00

arhx...

2008-03-17T06:00:00.001-07:00

my back and leg damn pain la,,

2008-03-15T06:13:00.000-07:00

today i went back to work as admin
i was shocked when ling ling ran toward me and told me her bf was chasing her..she look scared and i console her and we have our breakfast together,..
haha..
ah heng brought me a breakfast
i have it during my teabreak..

after my work i met darling at jurong east
he was late for 10 min..

darling u are late again..
then we took train down to qiao ting " BBQ

haix..
we alight at a wrong place
sian we have to walk about half an hour to reach there
i damn tired somemore i wore new shoes
my legs was sollow
i could hardly walk
darling want to pick a back i dun want cos i am shy haha..

when we reach there i only eat abit then go back with darling
darling n me sat on tyhe beach for a while
den we walked to the bus stop to talk bus home

oMG .. my back was damn pain ..
i almost cry out ..
haha..
i manage to bear with it..

i dun eat suoer with my darling cos i really tired ..

then darling sent me home...it was around 12 plus..

yeap.. last day at long beach

2008-02-24T06:03:00.000-08:00

hmmmm..today i wake up early in the morning ..

haha..
today i meet caiwen boyfriend and xueling at jurong east

we went shop shop around the place

den we go and took neoprint when free i upload n let ur see..
after that xueling's boyfriend come

haha..
i asked him to treat me eat long john
den ah boy called me
he came over to find me

we eat together

after that we went to long beach
when i pass jurong east popular
i saw rosebel
she told me she met her boyfriend
i want to see
she dun let me

den i went to long beach and work ..

thank ah boy for sendind me to work..

today was my last day working at long beach ..

arhx...i damn tired ..

2008-02-23T06:00:00.000-08:00

saturday actually wanna to meet xueling and caiwen boyfriend ..

but i was too tired so i never meet them
some more i oversleep..
so i whole day stay at home..

i am happy at all ....

2008-02-22T06:43:00.000-08:00

i really hate the feeling
when i asked ppl out and they not free !!!
when i working they enjoy
and i off to play with them but they not free what the helll//!!!
i really hate this feeling..!!!
y they alll treat me this way..

and i have to call ppl like ain ,xia,
they all when i free !!?/??
cantt they all call me
i know ur know that i busy with my work
but your call mean a lot to me like caring or
to know more about me ...

haix,.. nnever mind..
ppl are like that ..!!
they will not always be there for me..
haix..
Y my life really suck..!!!
i dun want guy to ask my hp but they ask ????
i want but they dun ask ..
DAMN IT >>!!!

after my admin
i never go for long beach
i off
called ppl to play poolbut they all not free or meet other ppl
WAT THE heLLL

never mind
thank angeal andf caiwen boyfriend there for me
having dinner with cai wen at jurong point
den we went to celmenti to meet angeal
den we play pool

cai wen dun know how to play
i really to tired to teach him
den angeal taught her

long time never play pool
i am so happy i won angeal
haha..

i enjoyed myself so to u guy..!!

after that we went to eat KFC>>
WHat the hell the KFc crew show atttitude to angeal
her name is grace she throw chilli sauce to her
WHat the hell..
we will so angry
we wrote a complaint letter to her mananger

den i went home with cai wen

thank a lot angeal for the handbag
i like it

tired tired....

2008-02-15T06:18:00.000-08:00

haix.. is another day for me
everyday still the same
so tired that i dozen on the bus and train
on my way to work ..
really damn tired for taking the two jobs
dun talk about my hair is really damn messy
like sian fellow ...

after my admin cant have dinner with caiwen
i brought something to bite while on my way to long beach
on my god cos during new year time
long beach is so crowded ..!!
and so busy..
and the place is so small i have hard time to serve the customers

today, paul cheong brought her wife down to long beach and eat

i asked my god mother to give them discount
but they already have the membership card

his wife pass me hongbao..
how much dun tell urs haha..

and i told her i want to resign long beach

his wife quite nice tobusy serving the customer so dun really have time to chat with her or take the photo with her ..

after that i went to alif again having my super with yini , guohui edwine wenjun and chong how ..

damn fed up with her.. val

2008-02-14T05:54:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALentine DAY to all my friend

haix.. to me is just a normal day.
i want to go out with friends
wao lao..

stupid dAVID FOO asked me to work...
haix..
work work..
i really damn tired but what can i do..
i want off but he dun give me
HATE IT MAHX..

i workin as admin
after that having my dinner with caiwen boyfriend
so nice of" him "accompany to long beach
he brought me two box of chocolate

thank you ..
caiwen boyfriend

i really appreciate it a lot
after long beach,
thought that valence will accompany me home

DO you know ..?
what the hell!!!!!
he steady with the guy called ming yong dun admit

kns i became their light bulb
i hate it..

after that received a msg from chirsty to ask me to go alif
i went there
got chirsty ,wenjun, chong how, ziwei, edwine and xiao guo james
have a chat with chirsty 4 awhile den i went home cos tml still got work..

AHHHHHHHHH>.......
i really HATE THe feeling when ppl treat me differently ..